Sunday, February 27, 2005
Always look on the bright side of life.Have you ever spent time alone thinking bout your life... How it pieces together... Well I have... Life is like Ying And YAng, black and white... Good and bad... angel vs devils... every action has a reaction...blah blah blah, blah blah blah... hahaha get me!! well,
Been thinking bout it.. This month has been a lousy month...WHy does it have to be like this!?! Life sux rite now: ipod is spoiling, both my comps crashed/how sad is that, i feel that i lost my best friend/its not like u, everyones changing, I've had arguements with many many close buds, everyones slowly fading away, Mums not having a good relationship with me, dad is always making my life hard, Many things screwed up, my cough will never go away, I hate taking my medication/always tend to fall asleep, can't go for trainings, coach is hot-boiling pissed with me, can't sleep well each night, been exercising everytime i can't sleep, making people sad, screwed up my SS paper and dint really complete my geog paper... making them pissed, friends are behaving wierd around me,etc etc etc... MAny problems... some too personal to reveal, me starting to hate!!! Hate myself for being an idiot!!!well i blame myself for all this.. I must have changed rite... HAve I? THe Devils evil deeds- lolx
The downside of life!
But HEY!!! "Things are getting better towards the end of the month"!!
Looking at the otherside... It aint so bad: I still have friends who are there for me, friends who still make me laugh, friends who loves me for me, friends that understand me, friends to turn to, friends to laugh with, friends that care bout me, friends all arnd SINGAPORE!!! wOOooHOOoo, my second comp is repaired and i can go online now, my mum still loves me , my dad is mad but hell* he loves me too, I'll get to see my brudder this coming Sunday/returning from Thailand-missed him badly man, got my studying down. Feeling better each day, music is just making me a better person... I got a new hair cut. Got some new clothes... Managed to catch up with some of my Best frens!!! I love ya'll... THanks,... I enjoyed everytime spent... My ipod is suddenly alrite, lolx... I prayed to God and things are fine now.. I love YOU GOD!!!! I still have God by my side! People are opening up to me. I'm starting to get the picture...I'm starting to be alive again. perky me!! Life aint that bad people... We just need to have some key ingredients- Love.laughter.the rite music.the ability to stay calm.do good deeds.feel good bout yourself .trust in urself.pray to God for some advice. The rest i can assure you, that you can leave it to God. HAve faith... So U can say, life is stable rite now... Am now climbing my way up to a good Life... DAm adam and eve for eating the fruit... HAhaha, okok...
OKok, frankly this entry is just crap la... Just wanna waste some time in my life... Listening to some real nice songs... WOOHHOOO!!! I guess i'm bored la, so dunt listen to me...
HaHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAA, .... now for my real entry...
WAd did i do on Saturday!!! Morning... Woke up at 11+... LOlx, went to City Hall-funan.. Went to the apple shop just to find out that the service center for ipods was at ang mo kio.. so wad the heck, i went walking arnd city link mall, found Sheps birthday pressie... Its a cool rip curl shirt.. I hope he doesn't read this before his birthday which is tomorrow.. LOlx.. Well anyways, went to meet Anand... I think he is the nicest guy i've known so far.. He is always never changing and always JUSt NICE!!! Well, we have a long past... We played pool at KAtong.... LOlx, he was LATEee!!! usual him... hahaha well we were sharing our problems to one another and bringing back the FUN times we shared... WOW, have to meet him again lor... lolx... got so many things to talk about... Lolx... OKok , time check... Was 515 when i left marine parade to meet ani at Tampines at 6... hahahah was quite exhausted by than... The bus ride sux... So i switched to Mrt.. hahah was on time k... LOLx... We went to eat at pasta mania... gawd, she just eats sooo little.. nowonder shes so thin.. hahah no offence... I tried to finish her spicy chichen, but my throat lahs... lol/ we caught constantine and Ani, now you know how to cut queue... LOlx... pro rite... hahahs... Constantine was a nice show la... I could relate myself with the show.. hahah i dunno how la, me being one of those half-breeds... I dunno la.. was just a nice show, felt like i was inside the show... well, thought myself of Lucifer... BAHAHAHahah!!! oh wells. we went to east coast to rent some bikes... Cool... We went cycling at east coast... Ani just wanna keep complaining bout her jeans hahaha... And my bag was soooooOoooOOOo heavy.. hahahha someone just had to add more wieght... lolx... We went home after tt and time chack again it was 1130 when i got home... No one was at home... So I started blasting the song "empty apartment" and couldn't take it no more.. I just had to go out!! lolx,.. so i called anand to go cycling with me... And woohoo I was in luck.. He wanted to go out too.. so we cycled to the other side of east coast... The otherside which me and Ani dint cycle to.. WAhahha, we were cycling at mad fast pace.. hahaha.. RAced with each other... WAlau eh, Anand can cycle real fast lor.. And like i Said,... The otherside of east coast was freaking dark... Ani: luckily we dint go there... I went there with anand... WAhahaha, half way in the darkness, we couldn't see shit and got ourselves frightened... So we decided to turn back... LolX!!! hahahah Anand was like:" EH lets turn back la..." while I was like" HEELLL!!! i dunno where I am, how to turn back" lolx... Sped back to drop my bike and took a cab to katong to meet ERvin.. Played Some lan games..hahah yar you're good la... HAHhaha, so wad.. I'll get u back one day..lol/... by the time i got back... It was 4 am.. LOlx...
slept at 430... suppose to wakey up at 1030.. snooOOOoZE...
woke up at 1130..
HAhaha..
was late for mass, my mum sent me to church./.. stood with Glenn, Jon, Alan, Daniel... aiyah, i cant remember who la... so many people were there... lolx.... I was kinda loner in mass,... Everyone was talking while i was paying attention in mas.. lolx... felt tt i needed to do that la... Prayed for alot people too... I hope God answered my prayers... hahaha, i know he will, he never ignores me.. hehs... Well, i dint eat with the group.. I went to siglap to eat by myself... YAr... Was fun la... Time to myself!!! hahahah, cleared some things... got my hair done there too... Its real cool up there rite now.. lolx...
Keep in touch friends...!!!
TIMOTHY CHOW!! 7:09 PM
