Timothy Chow

2006-12-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

YEah, life sucks!

First of all GOD, where the fuck have you been... I dunt feel you in my life anymore. Its so hard to cope with life especially with no family and friends to turn to and now even my own girlfriend can't be trusted. I hope you're reading this God, i hate YOU! ok! i really really do.

I pray always for a better life for my family and I and everyone who i know and dunt know rememeber thos lines, and i pray for forgiveness for all of everybodies sins and all of my sins and i pray for everyone to be cured of their illness and never fall sick again and i pray for those people who are poor like me to be rich and live a wealthy healthy life and i have prayed for Lorene and i to get along very well and love each other and never let go and be faithfull and stuff and i prayed for good grades for my exams and help finanacially but wtf God, i dunt think i got any of them.
But instead i got my friends laughing at me and treating me like some stranger, and i got my bestfriend lost in his own wolrd of wealth and he becomes so big headed and self-centred that i do not dare look in his eyes not even once and i always have this hate inside of me when i am around him. He became my foe...
My mum and dad starts to shout at on another and gets me and my brudders involve at times and so much tears running down our faces like as if its a war and such an uncomfortable place to be in which we all call home. and is so no nice to feel. I sometimes wish that if onlie all these bad moments would appear as happy moments since they come out so often. my Family is soo disfunctional right now and i used to think that i could help but i was wrong. Each time I say something or try to help just keeps me going back to one thing and that is pain, heart felt pain... it hurts inside. its the same pain each time Lorene hurts me.
And so much for curing my sickness, instead i get sick everyday... WTF man God, i dunt know how you hear my prayers but i think the delivery system up there aint workig. and earth is in hell... Well, i see my friends having the time of their lives and i cant help to get jealous and yes i do miss the times when i was fit and popular. My days are numbered now. It all seems so clear that this is my times to suffer. Suffer for some reason which i do not know about, probably the bad things i've done in life. i get it all back in one blow and i really hope this is the onlie one blow. I am at the verge of being so full of hate and i am scared that the devil reaches to me. I keep bringing myself back to the light but i still mix around with the devils adocate and i clearly see who they are but yet I still walk and talk with them. Its strange how unfair and cruel this world gets. I may have failed some of your test God, but do i deserve this.
Lastly, My dear Lorene who has just used me and make me feel like this. Adding on to the pain i once had forgotten of. I was merely trying to help her in her work and some fun after that drove me little sleep, so how was i not to feel tired... i tried dear God, my very best to stay awake. It was so fucked up and i even made her happy by doing against my own will. But there sadly isn't love there, she does not apprecitae it at all. She onlie says it but i can never feel it. Its a cruel world.
I just fought with her on sms and it has spoiled my day and made me even more sad than before. I really wish she could love me as much as i love her. Cos yeah i love her alot but the fire is getting smaller each day i see her... i could never tell her i love her and mean it becos its something we say everyday and she always thinks its a usual "yeah i love you" thing. We fight almost everyday and its becoming unneccesary and she is becoming unreasonable. i have so much hate stored inside for her. It pains me to know this too. really hate you God for doing this... FUCK YOU OK GOD! You piece of shit. WHy cant you guide me, show me a sign, anything tha would help me... i feel like a failure and i have so many problems up in my head,...
Why have you done this to me. i hate myself. I feel like a failure i life.
I try to be a good person and I try to make people happy. When was the last time someone made me happy instead. Happy for one full day without even getting a little angry.. I never had those kinda days but i know people have had them
I am jealous and full or remorse and i am strating to type rubbish...you have to excuse me as i am not in the right state of mind right now.

Well i really hope this draft makes others feel how fortunate they are when they think they are now. This is currently the life i live. Amen!

2006-07-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

Hey dear,

i know that you're reading this and firstly i would like to tell you that no word/words can describe how much i love YOU Lorene and no word/words can descibe the tremendous amount of how i feel for you dear. I love you so so much and nothing can stop me from loving you.

Ok yeah people, its my burdae.... and i feel 18. I am legal now... hehehe.. well today kinda sucked actually... almost all my close friends forgot my birthday was today and yeah this may sound really sad but my parents almost forgot my birthday just like last year and they are rather "bo chap" about me turning 18. I swear that i will not treat any of my children like tt in future. It is rather hurting and i even have to fight with my mum in the morning just because I wanted the door to be close when i sleep. Cos every time the door opens, i will awake.. Im kinda dejected now that it is the end of my 18th birthday and my parents just dont give a dam... actually im so so sad and hurt inside i just wanna tell them off what sort of lousy parents they are... On top of that, i paid 7$50 c for a cab to school just to find out that there were no lessons... lucky i have my friends to cheer me up. Anand, my so called best friend did not call me out anywhere or bring me out anywhere. well i dunt no, maybe he thinks tt im out with Lorene... all i know is i feel so hurt now, basically because my parents are preparing to sleep... i would feel alot better and appreciat it if they could at least give me a hug or something like tt but no... i dunt belong in their good books anymore... i have to be strong and independent in order to get over this rubbish... its just m birthday TIm, no big deal... just my 18th birthday... hahahha, i sound so attention seeking. anyway, fuck mum and dad for hurting my feelings and fuck all those bastard friends for forgetting my birthday... I hope my angel Lorene goes to heaven... I bless her with all my birthday luck... i LOVE her so so much....I hate mum and i hate dad.. all i got in the end when i got home was their stinking moody faces and not even a gesture of actknowlegment... im feeling very hurt.... PLs LOrene dearest, pls pls never give up on me even when i ask for a breakup because you should know my temper always last long some reason or another.. I turn into some kinda beast and start hating everything... LOL... its funny but something not to be played with people... hahhhahhaha.

My dear Lorene, really touched my heart... She came to my doorstep at 830am and woohoo with my birthday noodles and a yummie-tummie choc cake... Not to forget my very precious giftshe got me.A warcraft battlechest.... WOoooooooooHOoooooooo, we spent the morning together and she was just simple wonderful. she was the best la...

My dad on the other hand, forgot my birthday and gave me and Lorene a grumpy stare as usual... He is always a jerk... i really fread to be like him when i grow up.. I think he has failed as a father.. sighs... my mum, well she passed... but the thing is, she doesn't love me... i am serious... i feel absolutely no love from either of them... I mean, i try to be nice to them and i try my best to compromise but have they even ever spared a thought of how i'd feel.. I dunno if what im saying is correct because im just devastated at what has happend today and the people who claim to be so close to me are so actually so far... i hold a grudge on each and every one of you...

2006-06-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

Yeah we all know that Mr all so pro in pool, Timothy Chow lost to Lucky star Anand in Gutt last night. Terrible lost pls..
$20 dollars gone just like that. sighs. yesterday was a rather horrible day.... I forgot to wish my best friends SA and Jill Happy burfdae and on top of tt i dint attend their party. Very good yeah.. I am so so proud of meself. I even got scolded by the two birthday gurls cos they took my story for bullshit. They dint believe tt i was really sick and my parents couldn't let me out. but its ok, have to accept things like these. Thats Life... Its all about how we deal with our problems...No matter where we go, or who we're with, there will surely be problems lurking around.

Moving on to today... morning was kinda harsh on my body.. wOKE UP At 9am and headed strt for work. Reached there by 11am at keppel club and clogged out to meet my dear at 2pm. so basically i earned 18 dollars.. WAHAHAHAHahahhaha.. sad right yeah... but all the working hrs which i gave away was worth it cos i met my darling... My future dear, my future wife.. Today someone made me happy and pleased.. Her name is Lorene ONg, she is this addorable looking sexy hot creature that goes aroung roaming Singapore and infecting every living thing with her infectuous laughter and plays her little silly childish games hahahhaha she is my baby... MUAcks Love yA!!!

2006-06-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

I've actually stopped blogging for quite some time already but lately some pretty sexy hot babe kept persuading me to blog....

So babe, this is for you! HeHe

My Life has been rather wonderful lately with this babe named Lorene! WOooooooooHOooooooo Going through my day to day life basically eating, shitting, and desperately trying my best to find time for Lorene and I. K wait, before i say anything else: Lorene is a special person in my heart! ...: Lorene is a nice name! k k k! ................................Moving on---> I shall blog from whatever I remember.

Tuesday 13 June 2006

Memoriable day in my heart... Lorene and I went Sun Tanning, woopeedo!?!?!? Lorene was wearing her sexy vivacious blue colour bikini. So so arousing ppl! Its was a rather experiencing day on the palawan beach at sentosa, we used this banana boat tanning oil. Rubbed all over our bodies and let the heat bake us on the fine sand we were laying on. We felt like pancakes being flipped and cooked. Im so red now dear! And everytime someone slaps me on the back, it hurts like shit... I think we overdid our backs... hahaha! we'll we'll we'll, Lorene looks so much hotter with this new Tan of hers! (LORENE JUST FARTED)!!!!!!! kkk it was all well utill we entered the sea, and lorene was being an ass and was a step prostitute. lol, you know wad im talking about Baby! Was a lil pissed with her in the water.. hahaha cos she was not up to girlfriend Material! kkk after a rather tiring day at the beach, we went to have our lunch at 3 plus at New York Pizza... The pizzas there are huge la, and worth while.. and im sure my girlfriend agrees with me. Am i right lil miss piggy... hehehe.. someone just had to order more,,, eat the pizza not enough, must eat the cheese fries.. EAt untill her yummy explode... on top of that, she couldn't finish!wahahhaha.... kkk we went home after tt, and fought over some stuff... Lorene! :/ I went for training by cab after dropping my baby back home. I did some mad running during training can... Ran with that mad dog anand tll i literally Puked all the new york pizza out.. showered in sch and had my dinner with anand and glenn at Techno coffee shop... hungry like shit due to throwing out my lunch. k tt was tueday...

Wednesday 14 june 2006

Had a bumpy start with my gurl, right Lorene... hehe =/ went out with Dearest Lorene and went watching Russel peters at siglap starbucks. Hehe, someone dint get any of the jokes but she claimed that she wasn't paying attention... haaahaaa sureeeeee.... Oh yar, my dear stepped on mUD! lol she was having a bad day i could see. We ate at the yong tau fu stall at siglap after tt thought we weren't even angry. Just Lorene's was to procrastinate time. Dearly beloved Lorene had to leave early due to mummy and i headed down it to Shawna's house for project together along with Amanda. *BIG SIGHS*Total waste of my, time pls. goodness, those two gurls promised to do the project after i buy chips and coke for them but NOoooooooo, when i bought it back they just ate talk digress laugh shit in their pants fuck around and stone. Onlie when shawna's parents came back then did they get a lil serious but nuthin was done... I was qite fed up and said :"im leaving now" wad a fruitful day.(sarcasms) hahahah went online and started being a lil harsh on Shawna... but all is settled now... Shawna got pranked by a pervert too...hahahhahah dam funny la, and she evem dare thought it was me. I was trying to calm her down... the prank caller was masterbedding over SHAwna.. dam sad though, who would wanna wank over Shawna.

Thursday 15 june 2006

Had work... woke up at 9 and started working from 11 till 830 and reached home at 10. hahahha today is not really a day i would like to keep in my mind. Lorene Should know very well WHY!!! haahhahahaahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahah anyway dear, I Love you..still do.. THE same amount... TRemendous amount... Cherish you.. appreciate you... Muacks!

You will always be in my heart, though it is rather painful now! =) ps. LORENE, I LOVE YA!!!

2006-04-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

ressLorene is the hottest. Lorene is the best. Lorene is so sweet. Lorene is a wonderful girl... this entry is dedicated to my one and only love. Lorene Ong sui Yun born on 18 jan. Rabbit girl.
She is the queen she deserves more than some sad sour grapes guy like me. She deserves more than just breakfast in the morning.. SHe deserves to be spoilt. Becos I LOVE HER TO THE MAX LIKE CRAZY.. and im thanking God for each day i have with her. EAch time i get to kiss her. GET to see her smile. TO hug her and hold me so tight. And i am glad we had tt conversation. THanking god for every minute of her... STAY HAPPY MISS RABBIT!!! MY very important one and onlie... *kiss kiss* Muacks Muacks*

PS you eat alot. hehe

2006-04-07T00:16:00.000+08:00

kkk as u all know im starting my blogging shit again, well its onlie Lorene but WTH who knows maybe there are my other stalkers out there day by day checking and just hoping for me to one day start blogging again. well teh day has came... hahah happy rite ppl... lol guys and girls... ewww. anyways

6th april

I woke up in the morning at 9 just like yesterday,went for woke which started from 11am till 8.30. standard... Today was crazy IM dead tired as usual rite now. Anyway I went to meet jon after work(SO so SORRY LORENE)ask yourself this=> if you were an entertainment then why did I ask you to be mine? If you were hurt then all i can say is sorry because in the simplest way to put it its my fault so forgive me... i met jon and was talking bout his KL trip and shit and stuff they did. Real jokers. He said that i should bring Lorene there one day. yar like that day will ever come. I'll bring her anywhere she wants! .................If i could!

Dear Lorene,

I'll make it up to you for the things i've done wrong and i'll try not to get angry at the smallest of problems even if you're at wrong. I need you DAMMIT! ;) I want you to be happy not sad or hurt or disappointed or what so... so pls understand how much you mean to me and how much i treasure you. I'll do anything for you. All you need to do is ask!Im please with you... im in love with you...

yours truly
one and onlie.

TiMoThY

2006-04-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

Well well, it has sure been some time since i last blogged. LOL
L1R4 ---- 14 wooohoooo, proved my Mum and Dad wrong finally!!!
im a Business/Logistics and Operations management/Marketing boy! he he he its great to know that! Well i guess u all wanna know WHO my girlfriend is rite. Her name is LORENE ONG SUI YUN born on the 18 of jan 1989. She is an Angel!!!!!

but recently...

Like my friend Zan Wei sald, men onlie have two problems. Money and Girls! I think i have both!?!?!?!?!

money

issues on money has been really bad these days. Mum and Dad cant get the family income rolling. Thats a real big problem cos im affected as well but im finding solutions. i gtg now...

2006-04-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

I LIVE TO LOVE LORENE!

2005-06-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

Yes, Thx Shep... For ur corrections and insults... I love u too... -_-

hahaha anyway... today isthe 8th of june.. I will not forget this day...

Went for art class this morning and wad do you know!!! SOme friend og mine AkA Joseph accidentally Stabbed my finger with his dam papercut knife. -_-

He hit the right spot alrite.. MY vein was cut into 2!! 0_O it all happened so fast.. at first I thought he threw red paint at me but after awhile i felt the pain and the blood profusely gushing out like running water. Lolx so Anywayx.. blood was all over my white shirt and i started a puddle of red on the floor.... Was seriously alot of blood... The funny thing was instead of me panicing, my teacher was being so squirmish.... well, so i was kinda hungry at that point of time... SO I acted faint and called for some food to be served... MUAhahahaha.... Got it all... lol

Joseph the dumbass treated my wound... yep... so im now having trouble typing it seems/.... one bandaged finger.. and its partially blue...The finger... numb like crazy..... hahha welll tmr is another dangerous day at school... Art class again... sighs.. who knows wad i'll cut this time??!??!!??!

competition tmr.... dammit... art is so time consuming- hur

2005-06-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

I did A good deed today!!!

We( Shane, Mano, Ben, dro, pete, shin kwan, Aaronand myself) went cycling at Pulau Ubin today!!!! Woohooo... Was a success... Im all tired now, okok anyway... started my day with remedials in school... Had geog remedial... After tt, Shin kwan, Ben, Pete and Myself cycled down to Chagi village to meet the rest... We took a boat along with our bikes to PU( pulau Ubin). I had no intention of going to PU but after much persuasion from Ben "must experience the beautiful flora and fauna" crap... THe boat ride was quite relaxing and once we reached there it was like fooweee dam hot la... PU is sucha humid island. So we carried on cycling around the island until someone saw this offroad trail ans decided to enter... Tt dumbass, you know who you are... lolx... I stupidly entered first while the rest followed along and suddenly we were cycling so deep into this jungle-like surrounding and Geting beaten by thousands of mosqutos.... WALAu, We all panicked sia.... Cycled back out to the main road... All of us slapping our legs and arms... WAS DAm itchy plz... Aaron had the most bites on his legs.... DAm ewww.... We headed onward and found a pit stop... hahahah, i had no money at tt time and so i waited for them to get their frinks and took abit from eveyone... Caught the scent of fresh mangoes and saw this uncle cutting some and helping himself.. Hahah so knowing me, I said to the uncle in chinese sarcasticly tt it looks good...hahhaha He offered me some... Me and dro got to taste it... Fresh mangoes from PU... WAs really sweet.... Wonder what is their secret... hahahha probably natural fertilisers.... Lolx...

OK anyway the good did came after we continued cycling on the road and i found this lil girl cycling all by herself getting bitten more than anyone else by those asshole mosquitos.. She was like only 6 yrs old.. At first, I told her jokingly"hey girl, never enter any offroad trails U will regret...hahahha" than i realised hey wtf, this girl is all by herself cycling in the middle of no where with no one.... so My frens accompanied her and watched her while I went to back track and look for her parents. I cycled frekingly fast at tt point and Mano appeared out of no where and said"better two then one" hahahha so lucky me, it was a long journey cycling to the end which was some beach and we found no one until we reached the beach... WE caught a family there with a van.... THey said tt theyhadn't lost anyone... But we had no luck in finding the girls parents.. WE told the woman in charge of tt family about our situation and they acted instantly... Well there was one lady who was being a bitch... She did not want to help at first.. I almost snapped at her but luckiy the lady told her off be4 anything unleashed by me.. HAhaha... The went to drive the van to the lil girl and wanted to bring her to the police station over at PU... hahahha the lil girl.. I can still remember her name... Janic Yap, poor girl cried when so many ppl surrounded her... hahahha... I tried offering her my fruit bar and some water but she refused... Yikes... lolx.... luckily she remembered her dads hp number and used Dro's Nokia(3230) to phone him..hahha everything was clarrified from than on.. hahaha poo girl.. I tried swiping the pesky mosquitoes off her legs but they were biting me too... hahha thankfully , the "lady in charge" rubbed some cream on her leg... Wooohoo... Poor girll... I feel for her... hahahhaha okok... well im just glad I did what i did... If not the poor girl would still be lost cycling aimlessly just peddling and knowing nuthing...

Well we sped back to the jetty after 6.20pm... It was getting dark.. By the time we got onto the boat back, it was already Dark and windy... Cycled to bens house and took a cab back with Shin kwan and pete... Obviously we did many other things but im just too lazy too type... Like the mudskipper and finding Zhiwei... the girl at macs... LOlx...and so on...etc....

NOw back all shagged and My bros 21st birthday is on Sunday and I will be at Mache tmr for dinner with him and his friends... WOOOhOOoo,..... Sounds fun... :p

2005-05-25T11:44:00.000+08:00

Well O well, its sure been quite some time since i've blogged...
Been reallie busy, dam O level stress...
I finally found time to blog, but not like anyone gives a dam.
I skipped school today.. Woohoo.. My whole body is aching.. went for training yesterday and headed for tuition after that.. dam sian... went home and got stuck in the train station for over an hour cos of the rain. I reached home at 1am this morning... How am i suppose to actually wake up for school!?!? lolx... so yar, at home slacking, helping jocelyn finish her sketches... dammit, i havent started yet. Rrrr, whole bod aches due to time trials... gotta time my 100m tomorrow... Aiyooooh.. Brendon CHai( my junior) did it in 11.97secs... woooo... I've gotta beat him... hahaha!!!

Anyways, as some of u have heard... lolx, i got wasted at Glenns party... WAS a pretty fun party, I did alot of crazy stuff la... hahaha, some dudes lost their phones... I thought i lost my wallet when it was in my pocket all long... lolx... I at raw sausages and drank down to many ppl la... All this stared witht he dam Jd shot.... so anywayz, yeah i puked beside the bed and knocked out straight away... Got molested too.. Lolx... woke up and it was a totally different story.. HAd to clean my puke and had a dam bad hangover whichlasted one whole day.. All i've gotta say is Ernest is the devil...woke up and found Rashad next to me on the other bed, he died too.. lolx...
I drank alot la that night...

OH and DAM... I owe my bro 200 bucks, dunt ask why... His 21st bufdae is coming and ross burfdae falls on the same day and they are asking me to get high again!!!! yikess lolx... no way man... Im going for my bros burfdae thingy... DUH!!!! I have onlie got 100bucks for him excluding his bufdae gift... Im in deep shit... wish me luck...

2005-05-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion		76%
Stability		16%
Orderliness		46%
Empathy		70%
Interdependence		76%
Intellectual		43%
Mystical		63%
Artistic		83%
Religious		76%
Hedonism		50%
Materialism		90%
Narcissism		63%
Adventurousness		56%
Work ethic		76%
Self absorbed		90%
Conflict seeking		30%
Need to dominate		83%

Romantic		76%
Avoidant		23%
Anti-authority		56%
Wealth		36%
Dependency		63%
Change averse		76%
Cautiousness		83%
Individuality		90%
Sexuality		70%
Peter pan complex		63%
Physical security		36%
Food indulgent		56%
Histrionic		56%
Paranoia		83%
Vanity		76%
Hypersensitivity		83%
Female cliche		50%

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2005-04-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

GAwd.... this is my Second time trying to publish an entry.. Im typing reallie fast right now... okok... wad happened yesterday... PLayed mahjong at Tanya house with MAL, Shep, Tanya and Ben... Was suppose to see Sa off at the airport but she went in abit too early so yar... We went to catch a movie at PS than... Went with Mal, Ben, charmaine, TAnya and Myself. We saw INfection(the show)... oh gawd... Very bad show indeed.. lol... BUt i have to give it to them la.. the sound effects rocked la.. lol....

Went to get some drinks from 7 eleven.. mal got her Cola Whicky and i was budget so i went for the bercardi breezer... hahha had some problem trying to open the cap... lolx..

We went gallivanting around for canning park... WAs quite creepy if you went there on your own... Had all those frangi pani's all around... hahha but the view was great... lol... So yeah anyway... We ended up in clarke quay and MAl was about to go solo on the G-max.. dammit la.. it said "closed" by the time we reached there... lolx... headed home by cab after that.. Sighs...

Mid year is near.. gonna study soon....... I was just chatting with Sa online... She's in Perth now.. hahahha... cool la... I dunt care... all this distractions are not gonna get in my way... lolx.. IM going Bali with so many peeps after Os... WOOhhoooo... Dammit.. first things first.. O level... hahahha!!! wish me luck ppl... ;)

2005-04-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

GAWD.... THe date is 16th april and Benjamin Wong's Birthday is on the 24th of april... What do I get for him?

HEll, Im so glad to be back in civilisation... Just reached home not long ago.. The time now is 3 +. Reached home at 1pm... Totally cool day... Speant my night with Anand at marcs house. dam cool la.. got to know some knew friends. All his cycling buddies living in his Condo which is at BUKIT PANJANG.... Dam long story how Anand and I got there with our bikes!!! lolx. Did some crazy cycling aroung bukit panjang and sort of got into trouble with the public. HAhaha... We were cycling down real steep slopes for cheap thrills... Lolx... People I befriended( JOel, Aaron, Nikki, ERvin, and some other guys la... Cant remember!! And of cos together with marc and Anand la...) THey think that im some pro-biker just because i can do a front jack a back jack and a wheelie!!! lolx... BUt im not.... :) gawd... Marc, Anand ad myself started cooking prata... Well it was onlie me cooking and they eating - _- hahhaha... Slept at 12 last night and woke up at 6 this morning.. HAhaha, Anand and Marc were having a hard time waking me up... LOLX.... They resorted to tickling me... Dam arse!!! ahahaha. We started Our day by eating prata again at the coffee shop near by -.-!!! Went to the butterfly trail and woodcutter trail(both off road trails) after breakfast... WAs pretty tiring but very adventurous. hahaha!!! Can you imagine a Junle-like surrounding and 4 fellas cycling in it... And they are illegal trails!!! OOps hahaha!!! I saw two snakes, many wild dogs, bees, enormous black ants, spiders, colourful butterflies and beetles. hahahaha!!! I cycled over one of the snake... lolx... dam scary... Obviously I was covered in mud and sweat when I reached out of the trails... hahah!!! Slacked at some prata shop AGAIN rite after we finished off roading. lolx.... Seems to me that theres onlie prata in the West!! The West sucks la.. lolx...

THe ride back from BUKIT PANJANG was a killer... omg... took Anand, Nikki and muaself a long tiring trip back to the east. gawd.,, Went through Thompson road, Nicole higway, national stadium, passed ford road and HOME!!! hahaha!! killer ride.. Lets are thrembling, especially my tighs.... hahahha!!! bod is acting and im so glad to be home...

Now im gonna go for some "arty"at bens house.. He invited Close friends and stuff,... Dunno wad were celebrating about but yeah his whole family will be there!!! hahahah wierd...

KKK... nap comes first.. I think this song is great!!!

We used to be friends ~OC soundtrack

We used to be friends but IHaven't thought of you lately at allIf ever again (clap clap)A greeting I send to youShort and sweet to the soul I intendHoho ohohoh (clap clap)Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)Hoho ohohoh (clap clap clap)Come on now honeyBring it on bring it on yeahJust remember me whenYou're good to goCome on now sugarBring it on bring it on yeahJust remember me whenIt's something I saidOr someone I knowOr you called me upMaybe I wasn't homeNow everybody needs some timeAnd everybody knowsThe rest of it's fineAnd everybody knows nowCome on now sugarBring it on bring it on yeahJust remember me whenYou're good to goCome on now honeyBring it on bring it on yeah

Just remember me whenWe used to be friendsA long time agoWe used to be friendsA long time agoWe used to be friendsA long time agoWe used to be friendsYeeeeeaaaaahhhhhhEeeeaaaahhhhhhHoho ohohoh (clap clap)Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)Hoho ohohoh (clap clap clap)A long time agoWe used to be friends but IHaven't thought of you lately at allIf ever again (clap clap)A greeting I send to youShort and sweet to the soul I intendWe used to be friendsA long time agoWe used to be friendsA long time agoWe used to be friendsA long time agoWe used to be friendsHoho ohohoh (clap clap)Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)Hoho ohohoh (boum clap clap boum pich) !

Dice by Finley Quaye and william orbit is nice.. BUt who cares.... hahahha!!!

2005-04-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

SOrry ppl.. Not like you bums care but I aint got time to blog. School is giving me a headache... Not enough time for anything... *Trainings-GCP-Soccer* They even want to burn my weekends!!! dammit... Competition tmr and Sunday!!! triple jump and 200m... Dam waste of time.. all the way at Bukit Gombak!!! Schools just too much la... WAnna gimme (CIP) Tmr.. Noway am i going.. To hell with school.. Cant even complete my sketches for art.. dammit...!!! Not Enuff time to even buy a new Art file.. Cos mines just tearing apart...

I gotta go now... Pool awaits... Brudder awaits... lolx!!!

This is a nice song...

Yellowcard - Empty Apartment

Call me outYou stayed insideOne you loveIs where you hideShot me down as I flew byCrash and burnI think sometimes you forget where the heart isAnswer no to these questionsLet her go, learn a lessonIt's not me, you're not listening nowCan't you see something's missing?You forget where the heart isTake you away from that empty apartmentYou stay and forget where the heart isSomeday if ever you love me you'd say it's okayWaking up from this nightmareHow's your life, what's it like there?Is it all what you want it to be?Does it hurt when you think about me?And how broken my heart isTake you away from that empty apartment You stay and forget where the heart isSomeday if ever you love me you'd say it's okayIt's okay to be angry and never let goIt only gets harder the more that you knowWhen you get lonely if no one's aroundYou know that I'll catch you when you're falling downWe came together but you left aloneAnd I know how it feels to walk out on your ownMaybe someday I will see you againAnd you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friendTake you away from that empty apartmentYou stay and forget where the heart isSomeday if ever you love me you'd say its okayIt's okayIt's okay

Cool song.. go check it out.. I know its been around for quite some time but yeah its a nice song la... lolx....

2005-03-26T01:28:00.000+08:00

Churhc visiting was kinda fun last night...

HAhahha!!! actually i thought it was dam fun...
made funny faces with dunno whos cam!!!

I think its jasmines cam... Christopher and franchesco(both lil kids) were irritating the hell out of me...hahahha but they're cue la... chesco just had to spill water on my pants...
they went liek" HAHA, Tim Peeeed on his pants" lolx... So embarrassing lor.. lolx... Trisha is just sooo dam cute...hahahha!!! Aarons 5 yr old sister btw... lolx... hahaha turfer got it from her.. lolx.. he was like"trisha gimme a five" and when he sticked his hand out, Trisha gave Turfer a five.. But on his FACE!!! wahahaha i was laughing at him like crazy..hahha.. turfer got it la... lolx!!

Also...

Church Of st Mary of the Angels is a freaking cool church can... walau.. its like a dam condo lor... walau... theres even a swimming pool inside... how wierd is that... The churches architectual designs were brilliant!!

We even had some big smile competition going on in the bus... ahhaha!!! Dro and Ben tied!!! lolx.. Eh lucky I onlie gave half my smile ah.. lolx...

Aaron and I had a nice chat between each other... Yeah.. he had some problems!!! hahaha... got everything straightened out for him... felt good... lolx!!!

I finally have my I-pod back.. with songs in it... And my comp is fully functional.. But I have to be very precautious with it.. lolx...

MEt many people whil visiting churches.. hahah, I remember I visited the toilet first when i visited the first church..hahah!!!! Dam BEn and his little boy!!! (inside joke) Turfer kept switching the lights off... bloody bum.. and dro opened the locked door with his coin... He thinks i dunno!!! perv~ hahaha!!!

I ran home after that!!! pretty sleepy last night... hahaha

Slept at... erm.... I cant remember wad time.. lolx... but i slept all through!!!! woke up at 1+!!! I shouted"FUCK"/scared tone... when i woke up!! I had a real bad nightmare... Something to do with my arms and legs being cut apart from my bod... It seemed so real..haiyo.. i shall not talk about it.. gives me the creeps... lolx... yeah...

Woke up.. got ready for good friday service... started at 3 and ended at around 5!!! dam tired hell.. dam long can... I kinda teared a lil during the service!!! dunno la.. Emo i guess..hahah to think how much the Lord suffered for us... how cruel we were to HIm!!! sighs... just makes me cry la.. hahhaa!!! yeah well... that was it la... went home after that!!!

Tmr is gonna be a better day!!! BECAuse its a saturday!!!

Hey wait a minute... its saturday already!!! lolx

2005-03-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

OH SHIT ballZ!!!(curses)

I have been awake since Saturday!!!And guess wad.. Its Sunday already!!!
hahaha WTH am i still doing awake?
hahaha... blogging... Thast wad im doing!!

Ok as u all know I went to played pool and "stayed over" at sheps house... WE caught a 2 am show "HOSTAGE" dam nice show can... I love the story line!! Bruce Willis can act dam well...
hahah, I went out with Ben for pool at 1030pm on saturdya as u all know if u read from my previous entry... After pool, we went to the 24hr coffee club at heeren... hahaha, just dunt buy the solo expresso from that placee..hahahhahaha winson... dam funny.. lolx... I had a strawberry smoothie and a ice-cuppucino with whip cream on top.. yummie... It's a nice place la.. lolx... But the waiters there are very blur.. Anyways.. Iw as there with Winson, Jason, Colin, Shep and Ben!! hahaha... was dam fun la... lolx.. all those corney jokes.. bout the spoon and the double expresso and wad nots... lolx!!! Colin and Winson are funny guys la...
Jason was dam quiet that night...hahha So i kinda cheered him up.. poor guy.. He's leaving for sydney on wednesday... ~for studies~ well miss you man... *NOT* lol.. kidding...
kkk.... after the show, we played pool again... uptill 535 am.. Ben and Myself went to Sheps house to slack la.. cos we were suppose to stay over at his place..hahahha!! PLayed some PS2 there and had like 5 mins of sleep.. lolx... HAd to prepare fo the soccer match this morning at his house..
And SO I showered... sighs!!! WAS SO Freaking cold.. he dint turn the heater on for me.. I can out shivering lor.. My pants were a lil small too.. so dam cold.. woke me up lor...
I was holding bakc from shouting.. ARGH!!! lolz... burrRRrr!!!

Soccer was fun la.. I onlie played the second half thankfully.. My fitness is kinda low la.. Yes still very sick.. sighs!!! yep.. after the match I went home and had to staright away prepare for Dinner at some restaurant near my grandparents house.. It was my grandads birthday.. yep.. NOt lying.. !!! hahaha... okok im so dam tired now.. gonna sleep...

NITeZ!!!

2005-03-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

I love Saturday 19 march,
Because...
Its sucha beautiful day today...
The weather rocks la...
So windy today...
Eveyone seems to be happy....
On the train...
walking along the streets...
IT's gotta be the weather....
lolx......

But someone just had to spoil my day...
He goes by the name of jude Wong..
lolx...
MAde me go from Kembangan to BUKIT GOMBAK!!!
bloody BUM.. lolx...
Just because I stupidly promised him that i would follow him to the stadium...
When there was a bus leaving to the stadium in school..And I live 5 mins away from school..
hahahahahhahahahhaha!!!! argH!!! lolx...-----I dunno wheather to be angry or to laugh...

ok so....
I felt funny today...
Felt like I needed something New in my life.. lolx..
So I gave myself a new HAirstyle.. I think it rawks la.. hahaha
kinda wierd at first but hey...
Must adjust to it la..
lolx...

Its like a Wave- like wad anand said...
Brendon said It was in tribute to the tsunami victims.... BUm!!!
EVERYONE was asking wad happened to my hair.. hahaha!!! EVEryone at the stadium...
LOLX!!! You all are a funny bunch of people... :D

Anywayz*
Met Jude at Toa payoh Mrt...
He came in talking crap.. HAhaha
We were argueing which side was better..
The east side or the west side...
lolx...
Obviously the >EAST< is better.. lolx..
Toa Payoh sux can!! hahaha...
Its so boring down there... LOlx...

The 2 hour journey to BUkit Gombak almost killed me...
I was like in the train for so dam long...
Was so agitated!!

Jude was dam funny on the train..
He and his usual crap..
lolx...
He said something bout the people in the West...
They're very wierd... gags~
Jude, I told YOU the stadium was just next to the MRT station...
HAHAR!!!

ONce in the stadium..
I faced my coach...
I said Hi and all...
Suddenly he yelled at me.. just because I was sitting on Judes lap...hahaaha...
Yelling at me all for nuthing...
So embarrassing lor..
Everyone else was looking at me...
THey heard him shouting at me and I could hear some ppl talking bout my hair..
I think it was germaine and nicole from STC...
hahss...
talk behind my back alll..
YOu wait!!
lolx...
Mr.Zender is obviously angry with me...
HAvent been turning up for training for the last month...
( N they call me the Vice-cap)
Lolx...
Yeah i got it good la...

But wad to do, I'm still sick.. sighs...
Seems like everytime I blog and entry, I blog bout me being still sick...
When will I ever recover...
I'm recovering though.. I can feel it.. lolx...
I think I need more caffeine...
Have been keeping late nights.. lolx...

I watched all thei races down there..
SPH relays btw...
Well, i was suppose to run like so many events if I wasn't sick..
Overall I think Saint pats did quite well la... lolx...
And i can assure you trackers out there..
Watch out... cos i'm coming back...
lolx...
WAlau eh, Tim... Dam act sia... lolx...
Ok ok!!! I went back by cab with Glenn, Anand and Mrs Lim....
WAS alrite la.. hahha, I found out from Mrs.Lim that Miss teng said that im a good boy.. hahaha
thx Miss Teng...
Eh i'm good OK!!! lolx...

We took a lift from Mrs.Lim..
We went to SpS!!!
Glenn had to go back early... so yeah.. :/

Anand and I walked from SPS to EAst coast park.. dam cool...
Well it was rather GAY sia..
hahaha but i was like teasing him bout he and Christian.. lolx..
So that it won't be so awkward..
hahaha...
We went to eat at the new Kenny Rogers at east coast...
Shiok la...
Been quite long since I last ate there...
And the wierd thing is that I always eat Kenny Rogers with Anand and same for him..
hahahah...
We're such lamers!!!

I had 3 side dishes... 2 mac and cheese, mash potato and a 1/4 chicken...
+ the free muffin and ice-lemon tea...
Yummie..
all in my tummie!!!

We were talking bout things..
Talking alot of crap la..
Anand was telling me bout how dumb his cousin was while I was telling him how dumb I was...
lolx......
We had a nice time laughing and Crapping la...
lolx....

Well... I'm gonna play pool now... WithBen...
at MArina south..
After that catch a 2am show at plaza sing...

Staying over Sheps house after that!!!
GOt soccer match TMR...
Followed by mass..
Than support Jude in his race and than,
celebrate my fathers dads birthday... hahahha...
So yep..
Its a nice Saturdya PPL!!!! heheeeeex....

And THX Shane for teaching me a thing or two about Life last night...

Really appreciate it.. heez...
:D
:)
;p

Speacial Thanks to:

Jude-for making me laugh so hard.
Glenn-For Cracking me up.
Anand- For being a cool Friend.
Shane-for making things perfect.
Shep-FOr inviting me over to your house.
...............lolx.................................................

2005-03-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

18 march

Try running 11km..
I lost my fitness man... DAmM shits*!!!
~blames coughs... sighs*

I left the house at 2.
OH man,.. I wish Something interesting happened to me... Someone shoot me or something... ARGH!!! So dam pissed... Was so freaking boring... I went all the way to Yio Chu KAng all by myself.. just to service my i-pod.. A 2 hour journey there... had to take bus all to the service centre... Felt SOOOO BORED!!! gawd.. nearly killed myself... Listening to SImple PLAn over and over again.. Can you imagine.. NOt TALking for 2 hours... reading some stewpid LIME madazine which tells you about Love, Life and happiness... Bores the living daylights out of me.. >gawd<.. Went all the way so the apple service centre and they lady told me to come back when its ready for my collection... dam crap.. I was like " COME BACK, SISH", in my mind~ another 2 hours of silence not to forget the journey back.. hahs..
So anywayZ, i did wad i had to do down there and made my boring journey back!! I walked back to the mrt... Cos the friendly secuirity guard said that it was very near.. "10 mins onlie".. yar rite.. took me 20 mins +++ just to get to the mrt... sighs...
I got to the train all sweaty and sticky.. dam hot day today!! I stopped at raffles and switched over.. dammit* i was going the wrong way... I hopped trains again and yeah.. there i was at home.. safe and sound..
By the time I got back... Time check.. It was: 6+.... So frustrating...

Got back.. had some problems with the comp.. Got more frustrated.. Thankfully Ervin called me out... HAhas...We went drinking... WooHOO!!! the big guy finally thought of me.. lolx... PLayed some card games at his house... I Cant remember how to play it but yar.. All i know was i was drinking alot.. hahaha and the thing thats funny is I dunt feel dizzy or anything.. I feel good.. lolx.. got back not long ago.. My burdder left for pool without me.. sighs.. DAd too!! mums now sleeping, didi too...

I cant sleep.. but..
I can eat... lolx...
I got hungry... hahaa
I boiled 2 potatoes and microwaves 2 eggs...
Having 2 packets of milk now..
hahahah wad a coincidence... lolx...

Quite full now... lolx... potato with a pinch of salt is ncie ah... lolx...
I think its better then fries.. lolx...

I'm still waiting for the song i requested yesterday to be played on the radio... hahaha dammit*!!! wasted My money..hahah 30cents... lolx...well that was my dAY!!! :/

Simple Plan - Grow Up

This is who I am and this is what I likeGC, Sum and Blink and MXPX rockin’ my roomIf you’re lookin’ for me I’ll be at the showI can never find a better place to goUntil the day I dieI promise I won’t changeSo you better give upChorus:I don’t wanna be told to grow upAnd I don’t wanna changeI just wanna have funI don’t wanna be told to grow upAnd I don’t wanna changeSo you better give up‘Cause I’m not gonna change I don’t wanna grow upI’d like to stay up late, spend hours on the phoneHanging out with all my friends and never being at homeI’m impolite and I make fun of everyoneI’m immature but I will stay this way forever‘Til the day I dieI promise I won’t change (change, change)So you better give upChorusI don’t wanna be told to grow up (grow up, grow up)I don’t wanna be told to grow up (grow up, grow up)I don’t wanna be told to grow upAnd I don’t wanna changeI just wanna have funI don’t wanna be told to grow upAnd I don’t wanna changeSo you better give upI don’t wanna be told to grow upAnd I don’t wanna changeI just wanna have funI don’t wanna be told to grow upAnd I don’t wanna changeSo you better give up‘Cause I’m not gonna change I don’t wanna grow up‘Cause I’m not gonna change I don’t wanna grow up......

I think its the best song I've heard today.. lolx!!!

2005-03-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

18 march

Alrite la!!! Today was quite alrite la... Everything was alrite la.. hahah but alrite aint enough for me... hahaha... I woke up too early tiday at 1130 i think.. I dunno why i woke up sooOO early... sighs... Got headache all lor... not enuff sleep... tried to go back to sleep but it was so Dam hot lor... Was perspiring like mAD hell... Like I just took a bath!! Soyar, was like forced to wake up... hahaha the heat is killing me!!! took a nice but warm shower... hahs... was good la.. Wanted to plan my day out with Anand but he was at MT faber the whole day from morning to night with his cuzzz... damm... so hell I stayed at home...

At home!!!

Mum kept nagging at me.. dad kept blaming me for spoiling the comp... But i was just staying calm... lolx... I went on with my own wrok.. Did some art and studied some Physics... hahha, was fun la.. lolx... but was still dam HOT!!! THe weather is killing me can... ok can...
why liddat ah!!! You know why not?-----getting annoying ah... hahaha inside joke!!!! ok, well i was playing boggle with my mum and lil bro at arnd hmm.. 5+ untill Sam called me over to his house... woohoo... soccer sucked la... played so little soccer.... ppl booked the court la... haiii.... and i kicked the ball above the fence sooo many times... So fed up of running down the steps glimbing the fence running thru thick bush just to get a stewpit ball... sighs... tiring hell.. hahaha...

But swimming was fun... hahahahha!!! The water was so warm... nice... I was the onlie one wearing goggles.... lolx... hahahha.... I tried climbing on Sam, Mano and shane..hahahah funny lor... slip and fell so many time.. sorry Shane for ur head..hahhaha!!! MAno tried going on me... LOlx... dam crap la... hahahah... U guys rawk la... lolx!!! hahahha, Shane and his "shit" lolx... Swimming with 3 other guys... hahahha was fun.. so exciting.. so gay... lolx... Made the guard pissed all... lolx... "apa apa" hahahah...

oooo heartpain..... I realised something today... After laughing so much today, I noticed that I lost my laughter... Due to my dam throat!!!! I can't seem to laugh out loud... lolx...

Dam, I'm feeling so shitty these few dayz.. got totally zero fitness. hahaha... WE went to N2 for dinner.. I had a packet of fried rice wich Sam brought down from his house.. apparently its his mums cooking.. dam nice lor.. got standard..hahhahah...ok wells.. had our bathes after swimming and had fun sitting and chatting at the coffee shop..lolx... okok... I miss this kinda outings.. when we just have such a close bond..hahahha do it some day soon yeah... hahahha...

Went home by bus.. Long bus ride.. number 12... sian sia... had no i-pod... Spoilt still... gonna repair it tmr... Was listening to the radio and started to request for a song... so that i could listen to it on the way back.. but up till now the song hasn't been played on air... stewpit Radio Dj!! carrie chong!!! curses... lolx.. okok thats today...

MANO!!! procrastinating!!! lolx...(inside joke)....

2005-03-17T01:42:00.000+08:00

What is my purpose of living.

I'm cursed with a dysfunctional family. the onlie family member dear to me is my elder brudder.
I make excuses. I lie to my parents. I shout at them. I cheat them at times. I do all the bad things anyone can think of, and for wad?~ For attention... well...

I finally realised that attention aint coming my way..
I have to just come back to reality and face my problems... Yes, I'm 16 going on to 17 and its just so hard for me...whenever I have a problem, i just cant let my tears out... I can't cry whenever i'm sad... I have to inflict pain on myself inorder to shed my tears out... Yep, so now guys u should know why pain doesn't really bother me....... I love pain, and that phrase which goes along with it>"NO pain NO gain" hahah its silly but yeah its worth it...

Yep so HEy... wakey wakey ppl thats the real Timothy!!! Been hiding and controling my emotions... When i dunt like things, I try to stay calm... But wad do I get for staying calm... I get scolded, I get yelled at, I get my emotions take over me... I go MAD!!! hahaha like how all my friends say when I play soccer.."go MAd Tim"... HAhas well, Sa is rite i guess... thats life... Over all it aint that bad... hahahha You have to see it from my point of view.. There is this wonderful thing called alcohol which makes u feel good and bad at the same time.hahahha!!! it helps la... ~not encouraged*Once in a while...hahaha...

So I woke up today.... wads the first thing I did?
Open my eyes!
Wads the first thing I said!?
OH GOD!!
Wads the first thing I ate?
A banana!!!

While in the bathroom.. Saw the freaking mosquito flying arnd as usual... Killed 2 today.. I bet there will be more tmr... They just keep coming... Had a nice bathe.. was naked... hahaha... DUH!!!! okok anyways..... Went to town with Shep, ben, Tanya and Jill... Well... had some catching up session.... argh... I dunt wanan talk about it.. I'm pissed at one of them.. (not telling)... we went to catch a show called "In good Company" the show was alrite la... but the ending sucked... I could relste myself to it.. so was quite interesting la..hahahha... We went to Starbucks after that and sat down just telling jokes... Oh yar and I played the number game earlier on..hahhaa it was funny la... real funny... Everything just fits la... hahs... well... I had rasberry Frapucinno... while the rest had the usual Rhamba.... i got cough la.. Cannot drink rhamba.. they all headed home after that while Shep and I had a real serious talk bout stuff.. like warcraft..hahaha and we went to Kembangan to play some Wc with glenn, hobdae, ernest, bwee, and a few other guys la... like ross and all... yeah.... played a game of Wc and yep, I still sucked at it.. Went to meet my brudder who suddenly came out of camp on a week day to play pool with me..hahahah cool huh... well i kinda lost some pool skills.. not like I had any but I becaem worst.. lolx... though I did win my bro a few times... hahahass... yeah he went back to his camp at 11 by cab.. Ahhahaha, why am i telling u this.. lolx... well I got home and everyone was asleep so hell yeah i saw the jackdaniels lying arnd... lolx... so im like drinking it now... hahaah!!!

~LIFE SUCKS!!!

im so wasted rite now... ga##^% &GHjagdhvB&T %& curses
so many many tedious problems arosed this month... Neede alot of my attention... GOD!!! why ME!!!.....

Blink 182 - Here's Your Letter

Cut the skin to the boneFall asleep all aloneHear your voice in the darkLose myself in your eyesChoke my voice Say goodnight as the world falls apart Fuck I can't let this kill me, let goI need some more time to fix thisHere's a letter for youBut the words get confusedAnd the conversation diesApologize for the pastTalk some shit take it backAre we cursed to this lifeFuck I can't let this kill me, let goI need some more time to fix this problemI need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix thisI'm talking to the ceiling My life just lost all meaningDo one thing for me tonightI'm dying in this silenceThe last star left in heavenIs falling down to earth andDo you still feel the same wayDo you still feel the same wayFuck I can't let this kill me, let goI need some more time to fix this problemI need some more time to fix this problemI need some more time to fix this

The unpredictable Me!
~yawns...

2005-03-15T01:27:00.000+08:00

OH man... today has been a crappy one..
Started of my morning with a Tom and Jerry show cos my lil cuzzie came over my house.. yeah...

Well that was breakfast...

I went to help anand and his cousin mark to paint a room at his mums childcare centre!!! hahha the room was pink.. dam cool.. lolx.. got myself dirty and tired... hahah we stopped painting at 2 and decided to go cycling.. WE cycled to Sentosa and swam.. haha Sentosa is a 45 mins cycle from our house! And stays near me C...

Mark bought a new bike.. lolx... Well.. Lets just say he doesn't know how to ride a nike..hahaha.. kidding mark*.. he popped her tire like twice.. hahha he an dhis trying to hop.. lolx... well mark dint swim when we reached Sentosa.. ONlie me and anand.. I know la, abit gay la.. but wtH.. best pals dunt care bout this kinda nonsense.. lolx.. I did some back flips and dives... lolx.. was fun la.. went home and was dam tired.. I finished a whole packet of orange juice which cost $2.40... hahah had a whoel packet of biscuits too.. lolx.. was dehydrated lor.. alost pass-out... lolx.. okok neways- im home now.. heex..

I'm having so much fun and all but I dint study!!!
GAwd!!
im feel kinda shitty.. okok tmr is study day for m.. well, i'll try and make everyday study day for me.. hehez!!!

Now you're gone
I wonder why you left me here
I think about it on and on again
I know you're never coming back
But I hope that you can hear me
I'm waiting to hear from you
Until I do

You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me is gone
And I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come

I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you here
I'll meet you there

I wish I could have told you
The things I kept inside
But now I guess it's just too late
So many things remind me of you
I hope that you can hear me
I miss you
This is goodbye
One last time

Your gone away, I'm left alone,
a part of me is gone and I'm not movin on,
so wait for me, I know the day will come
I'll meet you there, no matter where life takes me to,
I'll meet you there, and even if I need you here I'll meet you there
Your gone away, I'm left alone,
a part of me is gone and I'm not movin on,
so wait for me, I know the day will come
I'll meet you there, no matter where life takes me to,
I'll meet you there, and even if I need you here I'll meet you there

And where I go you'll be there with me
Forever you'll be right here with me

I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you
I'll meet you there

Its just a nice song!!!! hahahah!!! well i've been listening to many nice songs these few days... JUst like me starting to listen to Electrico songs and suddenly the radio is playing them..lolx..!!! hahaha coincidence... :p

2005-03-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

OK!!! i just came back from that concert at the park.. Was quite fun la.. Hahah met my brudder there.. crowded hell... Saw some peeps there... not too close to them but hey, no harm meeting them.. lolx/...

Wah, I went to the park after dinner.. Went there and had Fried Carrot cake, spring roll, fried balls, Yam Ice-cream, 2 plates of mua chee, many many cups of grass jelly, Candy floss, mineral water..hahahha all free.. so who said theres no such thing as a free meal, I just had one...

Waahhaha gawd, I came home with a huge belly.. WAS sooooOOO filled up lor... could barely walk though my house was less than 5 mins away!! WALAU!!!

Im so happy, its been a long timew since i get to sleep late on a Sunday.. lolx... I GOT NO SCHOOL TMR OR the day after... woooOOOOooHHOOOOOOOO!!!! its the freaking march holidays... HAhahahhaha gonna make it fun! thats all I want!!! :P

2005-03-13T17:28:00.000+08:00

Life's kinda sucky rite now.. Yeah i agree to all those who told me i-pod suckx!!! Mine is spoilt AGAIN!! hahaha, well i havent found time to get it serviced but i miss all my songs lor.. Ttx Shep for Lending me the Electrico disc which Mal lended u which I bought for her for christams... LOlx, u get me!! hahaha!! ;P

I want You, Runaway, studman and good time.~ I love them... especailly I want U!!! its sooo old school kinda song but hey! its nice... lolx

~friday
Rockafellaskank...
WAs alrite la.. The people there can sing and play guitar well la.. hahaha but there are ppl who sang crap la.. But alot of people performing could reallie play the guitar well la.. hahaha Met alot of peeps there, JAson was there too..hahahah i heard he won,..btw JAson is a X-sps TRAcker.. hahah my senior.. He is well-known la... I heard he won the competition.. lolx, i dint know he could sing..hahah But hell i was shock to see him play the guitar.. Its Jason man!! lolx...The girl who sang the alicia keys songs was good.. She was dam good infect.. claps claps to her.. whoever she is.. lolx... back to Jason, hahah, seems to me that hes and eye candy for girls.. lolx... Can hear lotsa girls cheering him on.. hahahah even got girls going on stage just to give him flowers..lolx, its JAson lor.. WAHAHA no offence man, just thinking of wad a clown u are.. hahahah!!!
ok well, after the concert.......... Jude, Myself, Nic, Bena dn some other guy named Jon went to Toapayoh Centro for supper.. heex... HAd lots of fun there, especailly Jude with his LAme jokes... GAwd, and nic had some GF problem.. I was trying to help while the rest of the guys were...HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAH!!!!! gawd im still laughing.. hahahah... saw his faec when i called him and he thought it was her.. hahaha all our jokes... dam funny la.. You guys rawk la...hahahha... got me cracked up... lolx.. Wanted to play pool but yeah, I dint want to miss the last train and take a cab back from Toa Payoh all the way to KEmbangan.. lolx...WAs just a fun day out la.. hahaha!!! tts friday!!!

~saturday
HAd to wake up at 7 for school... PArent-teacher-meeting; sighs!!
Well, my teacher had nuthing to say to my mum cos of my good behaviour in class.. ahem($^%^bullshit$#%)ahem.. lolx... My mum just took my result slip and CHIAO!!! haha...
Was so freaking tired!?!?! I wonder why!?!?!?I had to stay for the speech by Principal bald-head Mr lak.. WAs sOOOo bORING>. gawd, he touched on everything... From Express to Normal to Jc TO knowhere... lolx... was falling asleep lor.. dam 2 hr talk.. haiiiii, wasted my time like big-time.. Ben just had to forget my clay... idert A**!!! haha, i even messaged him to bring it lor and even brought his bag to school for him. He just had to make me go to his house after i went home to change.. sighs.. Took a bus ride to his house and yar as u guessed, I slept... lolx... No i-pod to listen to, nobody to talk to..
PPl just couldn't let me sleep in peace lor... fone kept ringing when i tried to sleep.. When I'm wide awake, the phone is dead.. lolx... once i reached the bus-stop, Just looking at the da over head bridge and the long winding road upwards i had to travel on foot just made me sick... So tired when I arrived at his house.. ONce I was there, I had to leave... Dam crap :/!! We met MAno at the Bens Bus stop.. We headed to SAC's carnival.. Was ok la, quite happening la besides the fact that the weather was so bad.. Fraking hot can.. I did lots of stuff there la at SAC!!! shall not go into detail!!! just did alot of this la,.. I dunked BEn... WAHahah,... Went to Sheps house with BEn, Tanya, Danielle, Jill and mano... We dint do much there la, just slacked.. hahs.. Headed to pasir ris white sands for dinner.. HAd some mis-communication on the way there... lolx!!! silly me I guess... lolx.. Went to meet my bro. who just came out from army for a sumptious meal at city hall MArche.. alrite TIM stop bragging.... hahah, had my bellie filled... Dam cool(we ate: crepes, rosti, sausage, ICE-CREAm, banana smoothies and choc milkshake) hahaha... Was great la, my brudder is just the coolest la, had a nice chat with him bout all my problems and hell he is a good listener and also gave me some really good advice.. HAhaha...
After Marche!!!
Went all the way back to TAmpines to meet ERvin TAn to have a game of half-life and followed by movie... Was soo shacked by then.. lolx,.. We watched assault on precinct 13... Was not bad la the show..hahahha, i raftly knew wad the story was about after Ervin told me.. I fell asleep during the show la...HAHAha.. sad me!!!
Went home and listened to some I want You-Electrico be4 i slept, which was arnd 3am... lolx... fell asleep and yar tt was Saturday/Sunday...

~Sunday also know as TODAY!! duh!!!
Woke up cos of my Noisy mother... Kept shouting and shouting for as to wake up.. My brudder and I just couldn't and she just couldn't accept tt.. So annoying lor.. was hoping I wake up with a peaceful morning but yar.. shit happens!!! :Went for mass late as usual.. I had so many things to pray for during mass... OH i saw pearlyne and Andrew there.. Their still together...cool.. HAhs... Went to play warcraft with SHep, Glenn, hobdae, Anmari, mark, Ernest, Ben and some other guy!!! -smiles.. Yeah i suck la.. okla okla okla... I get it la... Walau eh, u guys play warcraft everyday lor... its like my second time onlie can..hahahha!!! was fun la.. At least i Pawned Ben and Jon!!! lolx... okok... Zues iis just good la.. hahaha!!! just got home and walked pass my park.. Quite happening it seems.. people getting ready for their performance later... I came back and had some siew mai... gonna have dinner soon.. yep, heading to the park later.. Cya!!! thats my Sunday!!! =D

2005-03-10T19:26:00.000+08:00

...... continuation

Sunday...My BROTHER CAME BACK FROM THAILAND at around 3 am in the morning... GUess wad he got me!?!?!? ___ boXING gLoVEs!!! wooooHooooo, he is just the best lahs.. lolx..woke up at 12 when mass started at 12.15... lolx... went to church... hmmm... went with bro... church was fun... saw many ppl... old timers. well, wad the heck... I saw Ross and Jon there too.. they we going for a game of warcraft... Lolx... I headed down to Katong shopping centre to have lunch with family... yeah im still sick though, so i had noodle soup!! gawd, im sick of all this soupie stuff, and I hate porridge... its been 2 n a half weeks already.. sighs!! Anywayz, after lunch, my bro and I started walking arnd while my dad and lil brudder went for their hair cut... We wanted to play some lan games, cos u know lah, my bro came back from thailand all... hahahha! but unfortunately the waiting list was too long.. sighs.. so we walked arnd katong shopping centre for like an hour, we went into some cool shops like comic shops and poster shops, dam nice can!!! I bought some choc and cheese pancake using my own money..hahaha, so my mum dint know, lolx.. was so good lor.. felt like heaven can.. Im like dying for *chocs* now__!!! lolx... Well, my dad dropped my Bro and I at Marina south... Haha, had a session of pool.. so fun, cos they had new ques there and it matched with the colour of my shirt.- green- ;P
I was winning most of the time. Bro gone rusty hahahah! well, it was 8+ when we stopped playing pool... We played for like 4 hrs can.. lolx... My bro paid for everything haha, so good rite.. haha... WE headed down to KAtong at 8+ and met Ervin.. Was dam fun lor.. lolx.. how often to you play computer games with guys in ARMY!!! lolx... well it was fun la, but i couldn't stick arnd long cos I had school on Monday... sighs... so I went home slept like a pig.....

Woke up at 6-Monday

got prepared for school, the usual... Top up my water bottle, brush teeth, change clothes yeahh... hahahha so wad did i do on MOnday... hmmmm..... I cant rememeber... After school something happened... err.... Oh yar, i remember now!!! Sam and Aaron came to my house to slack... Aaron had his prac which was at 6 at parkway so yar... Aaron slept on my bed, (WITH HIS EYES OPEN)wahahhahahha dam funny... ook i shall go no further... lolx... I cooked MAggi mee cos i ran out of pasta.. lolx... oh yar ah, i was very hungry that day... Cos was trying to save money... Dint eat during recess... lolx... I fried some fries too... Well, was not enuff lor... Aaron and Sam are such big eaters though they were not hungry... lolx... okok so Aaron slept while I was playing good boy/doing my work all... lolx.... hahHAHAHAHAH yeah that was Monday.. I cant remember wad i did during the night though..hahahhaha!!!! I Slept early though so that I could be more alive tmr/tuesday!!!

Tuesday- The day I was waiting FOR!!! FUN! FUN! FUN!...

Was so happy, I thought it was some Kinda dream... lolx...Carol finally agreed to go out with me... hahaha!!! okok, i was waiting for school to end lor... Tuesday was my favourite day of the week too!!! lolx.. coincidence* OK in school, had PE for my 1st period!!! So fun can.. we did pull-ups and than is was soccer all the way... lolx.. My team won!!! woohoo... hahahah scored one ok!!! hahaha... well anyways... After PE was mother tongue lessons, so I took the opportunity to shower and than sleep.. hHAHA!!! School ended at the usual 140pm... So i waited for Sam, Ben, Mano and Aaron after school, dint wanna bastard them... Mr.Lee just wanna hold their class back as always.. so sad.. lolx... but i couldn't wait lor.. they were dismissed at 2pm... Argh< so i rushed back home with sam and Aaaron...(ben and Mano had soccer match so they left class early-dawgs)_
I went to get prepared... SAm and Aaron walk into my mansion when they saw my dad together with my mum driving in... Hahahah, they were so afraid cos of the previous day.. THey were slacking at my house with the music blasted to max and the air conditions all turned on..hahahah... I told my mum this and she started laughing at them... So they left but dint bastard me la... hahaha THey went to wait for me at my park!-playground... hahaha!!! I told them not to wait cos i will take long lor.. bath change, do hair... choose shirt... blah blah blah!!! hahahah... Ok anywayz, i left the house and headed to kembangan mrt with Aaron and Sam.. We were talking and walking thru the park... Reached the station and we split... Sam and Aaron went towards Pasir ris mrt while I headed down to Lavender...

Reached Lavender at 315... hahaha was early.. Dint wanna be late... well, I I waited for her and when she called.. hahahha I was shocked.. I thought that she wouldn't recognise me cos of my short hair but I dint recognise her.. She looked different la.. hahah--- She got prettier I guess... lolx... This cheerful girl, was glowing with a smile when she walk towards me.. as i expected... hahahaha... ok i wont go into details... So we headed to Cine.. we were talkin and talking blah blah blha.. mostly trash-by me..lolx.. okok so, Reached cine leisure and decided on which show to catch... We caught -closer.. hahah, snicked in!! M18 show... hahaha guess we looked 19,lolx.. kkk anyways.. the show was at 530, so yar... We went walking arnd cine, and i walked past the ice creams... gawd was soo tempting.. I just wanan have at least one bite but yar, carol stopped me..haiii... hahahhahah was for my own good la...we went to have lunch at Pasta mania... I had country baked pasta while she had alfunghi..hahahha, i wanted the choc muoeese but yar i was stopped again... Hahaha Carol and her mad stare at me... felt so guilty..hahahha, we were snapping pictures at one another.. got a video of her laughing dam loud..hahaha.. She thought Taufik walked into Cine too!!! lolx... ok u noe me rite, always being a clown...okok.. After lunch at pasta mania, we took some newprints....lolx, dam clown la...hahaha... The coins all got stucked.. lolx... okok We entered the theatre late.. missed the first part of the show.. hahaha, and we found out it was a sicks how... But the show was quite interesting la..hahha how they all slept with each other and how they patched back... but sick la... lolx... hahaha... okok after teh show- we were feeling reallie cold,.. so we went outside and took a walk.. walked to MArche!!!! hahahha, I met Sunny there though... its been some time since i saw him..hahahh he was his lame self as usual... always so cool... lolx...

At marche, we had wild mushroom soup which mad eour tongues go slurp* and coincidentally at the same time.. hahahah, TWO ham and cheese crepes, I had mango juice while Carol had *hot chocolate* INtroduced carol to the crepes.. hahaha better thank me ah... lolx... We were so full lor after tt... Well i know i was, cos i finished my share and most of her share...lolx, she eats dam little lor, nowonder so thin la you.. hahaha... We took and nice long walk to esplanade.. Was a nice walk... hahaha... okok well, once at esplanade, We bought a drink.. lolx, was too thirsty la.. well i know i was.. hahaha, saw many cool stuff down there... And Carol let me eat chocolates down there..hahahah was good lor.. Very X also.. hahaha, chocs got me pumped up and so did my cough!! hahha, i finished two bottles of water there.. lolx, we walked to fullerton one to get a drink.. I saw the auntie/cleaner there.. hahah, she was still the same nice auntie I knew..hahah sighs(my days at Satay club) hahahaha okk, so we walked to Raffles mrt station and hahaha stopped at those statues and statred taking some shorts..hahahha, I sat on the bull.. lolx... I caught Carol kissing the man-statue.hahaha I was giving him a french kiss... We went in raffles hotel to use the toilet..hahaha.. took a snap at the fountain outside..hahah!!!lolx... okok Carol was very fun lor... Thx CAROL, had fun going out... But so sad, she had to go home early, well so did I... The night ended early,!!!had school the next day... So we took a cab back.. hahahha SOOOooo hard to get just oneeee cab lor.. All were on-call... Once i got back, hahaha.. oh wells.. was end of my dream.. lolx... felt like a nightmare.. was super duper tired... lolx... Slep at 1230...

Wednesday, Wen school and forgot to sign my giro form.. oops..hahaha form teacher was quite pissed at me.. haha, wednesday was erm,... A boring day la.. ONlie untill the night!!! hahahaa... Was doing work during the afternoon... My afternoon got burnt by Mr. brendon Lees homework.. lolx!!! slept abit during the evening!!! Went Cycling with anand during the night... Was a great night.. hahah was watching the stars and chatting bout the old times and all.. so fun la.. Anand is
a dam nice pal la.. hahaha, got to know a lot of things bout anand... I know is sound GAy!!! lolx... EH Anand is like the most polite and descent guy i know lor... Hahaha, okok so we went to cycle all around the whole of ECP!!! Went into the dark end too, met some frens there.. hahaha and went to lie down on the road for awhile be4 we went home.. Im gonna catch boogeyman with him on saturday!! Well.. that was wednesday...

Thursday, aka today haha...

Went to school, GCP was cancelled today.. dam lucky... and hell yeah.... WE wasted one physics period cos my class had to visit the nurse.. rumours said that they were gonna check our ahem... yar.. All lies!!!! hahahha So yar, today wasn't so bad... but i had 3 periods of maths, but i learnt alot during maths lesson, hahaha cos he gave us some worksheet to do and my frens were like competing who could complete it first with all the right answers..hahaha obviously I lost lolx.. but was fun la.. first time Maths lesson was fun..hahaha... Well i sort of snapped in school today.. I yelled at one of my juniors!!! He was totally disrespectful... well, young punk like him dint deserve such a scolding.. I apologise though.. hee... spoke to him nicely, he was pale after my scolding.. felt like shit... hahs... lOng story la... lolx... I guess thursday was very draining la... tired hell... I must sleep early tonight... Ive got something to look forward to tomorrow...
Got rockafellas TMR!!! wooohooo... okok So dunt say i dint blog ah.. I blog so much.. hahahhaha!!!! okok seeya peeps... =D

2005-03-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

OH boi... I sure have loads to blog about.. sorrie ppl, havent found the time for it.. so im just gonna summurize everything...
Saturday....
Did alot of nonsense... tried to find ppl to go out with... too down to study... dint study... hahahah cos mum and dad gave me a scolding just cos they thought tt i spoilt the comp...hahaha Well, i dint... Can u imagine, ur dad on ur left, ur mum on ur right and ur seated facing the computer while both of them yelling and nagging away at u.. I sorta snapped... hahah, my dad deserved it most... i shouted at him lor.. we were like eye-ball to eye-ball,... like some wrestling match... lolx... well, they all were shocked when they found out tt it was not me who broke the comp... dam lame la... cant even trust ur own son.... OH well, i went to play soccer after tt, which was in the afternoon... I shot the ball straight into a guys window and it broke.. was dam scary lor... near death experience..hahhahah cos all teh glass fell down and nearly dropped onto my head... lolx.. I had to pay 40 bucks to the stewpit old man(owner...).. Argh, i refuse.. almost wanted to run away.. sighs.. well, wads funny was i kicked the ball into a lamp post in the night and suddenly the light went off...
hahahahah how lame is that..

Well, i went cycling later with anand till 3am, we went to cycle at east coast and we went thru the dark area. hahaha anand is so fun.................................................... okok im too sleepy, ive gotta sleep./.. i'll continue another day.... lolx,... so tired...
nites!!!

2005-02-27T19:09:00.000+08:00

Always look on the bright side of life.

Have you ever spent time alone thinking bout your life... How it pieces together... Well I have... Life is like Ying And YAng, black and white... Good and bad... angel vs devils... every action has a reaction...blah blah blah, blah blah blah... hahaha get me!! well,

Been thinking bout it.. This month has been a lousy month...WHy does it have to be like this!?! Life sux rite now: ipod is spoiling, both my comps crashed/how sad is that, i feel that i lost my best friend/its not like u, everyones changing, I've had arguements with many many close buds, everyones slowly fading away, Mums not having a good relationship with me, dad is always making my life hard, Many things screwed up, my cough will never go away, I hate taking my medication/always tend to fall asleep, can't go for trainings, coach is hot-boiling pissed with me, can't sleep well each night, been exercising everytime i can't sleep, making people sad, screwed up my SS paper and dint really complete my geog paper... making them pissed, friends are behaving wierd around me,etc etc etc... MAny problems... some too personal to reveal, me starting to hate!!! Hate myself for being an idiot!!!well i blame myself for all this.. I must have changed rite... HAve I? THe Devils evil deeds- lolx
The downside of life!

But HEY!!! "Things are getting better towards the end of the month"!!

Looking at the otherside... It aint so bad: I still have friends who are there for me, friends who still make me laugh, friends who loves me for me, friends that understand me, friends to turn to, friends to laugh with, friends that care bout me, friends all arnd SINGAPORE!!! wOOooHOOoo, my second comp is repaired and i can go online now, my mum still loves me , my dad is mad but hell* he loves me too, I'll get to see my brudder this coming Sunday/returning from Thailand-missed him badly man, got my studying down. Feeling better each day, music is just making me a better person... I got a new hair cut. Got some new clothes... Managed to catch up with some of my Best frens!!! I love ya'll... THanks,... I enjoyed everytime spent... My ipod is suddenly alrite, lolx... I prayed to God and things are fine now.. I love YOU GOD!!!! I still have God by my side! People are opening up to me. I'm starting to get the picture...I'm starting to be alive again. perky me!! Life aint that bad people... We just need to have some key ingredients- Love.laughter.the rite music.the ability to stay calm.do good deeds.feel good bout yourself .trust in urself.pray to God for some advice. The rest i can assure you, that you can leave it to God. HAve faith... So U can say, life is stable rite now... Am now climbing my way up to a good Life... DAm adam and eve for eating the fruit... HAhaha, okok...

OKok, frankly this entry is just crap la... Just wanna waste some time in my life... Listening to some real nice songs... WOOHHOOO!!! I guess i'm bored la, so dunt listen to me...

HaHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAA, .... now for my real entry...

WAd did i do on Saturday!!! Morning... Woke up at 11+... LOlx, went to City Hall-funan.. Went to the apple shop just to find out that the service center for ipods was at ang mo kio.. so wad the heck, i went walking arnd city link mall, found Sheps birthday pressie... Its a cool rip curl shirt.. I hope he doesn't read this before his birthday which is tomorrow.. LOlx.. Well anyways, went to meet Anand... I think he is the nicest guy i've known so far.. He is always never changing and always JUSt NICE!!! Well, we have a long past... We played pool at KAtong.... LOlx, he was LATEee!!! usual him... hahaha well we were sharing our problems to one another and bringing back the FUN times we shared... WOW, have to meet him again lor... lolx... got so many things to talk about... Lolx... OKok , time check... Was 515 when i left marine parade to meet ani at Tampines at 6... hahahah was quite exhausted by than... The bus ride sux... So i switched to Mrt.. hahah was on time k... LOLx... We went to eat at pasta mania... gawd, she just eats sooo little.. nowonder shes so thin.. hahah no offence... I tried to finish her spicy chichen, but my throat lahs... lol/ we caught constantine and Ani, now you know how to cut queue... LOlx... pro rite... hahahs... Constantine was a nice show la... I could relate myself with the show.. hahah i dunno how la, me being one of those half-breeds... I dunno la.. was just a nice show, felt like i was inside the show... well, thought myself of Lucifer... BAHAHAHahah!!! oh wells. we went to east coast to rent some bikes... Cool... We went cycling at east coast... Ani just wanna keep complaining bout her jeans hahaha... And my bag was soooooOoooOOOo heavy.. hahahha someone just had to add more wieght... lolx... We went home after tt and time chack again it was 1130 when i got home... No one was at home... So I started blasting the song "empty apartment" and couldn't take it no more.. I just had to go out!! lolx,.. so i called anand to go cycling with me... And woohoo I was in luck.. He wanted to go out too.. so we cycled to the other side of east coast... The otherside which me and Ani dint cycle to.. WAhahha, we were cycling at mad fast pace.. hahaha.. RAced with each other... WAlau eh, Anand can cycle real fast lor.. And like i Said,... The otherside of east coast was freaking dark... Ani: luckily we dint go there... I went there with anand... WAhahaha, half way in the darkness, we couldn't see shit and got ourselves frightened... So we decided to turn back... LolX!!! hahahah Anand was like:" EH lets turn back la..." while I was like" HEELLL!!! i dunno where I am, how to turn back" lolx... Sped back to drop my bike and took a cab to katong to meet ERvin.. Played Some lan games..hahah yar you're good la... HAHhaha, so wad.. I'll get u back one day..lol/... by the time i got back... It was 4 am.. LOlx...

slept at 430... suppose to wakey up at 1030.. snooOOOoZE...
woke up at 1130..
HAhaha..

was late for mass, my mum sent me to church./.. stood with Glenn, Jon, Alan, Daniel... aiyah, i cant remember who la... so many people were there... lolx.... I was kinda loner in mass,... Everyone was talking while i was paying attention in mas.. lolx... felt tt i needed to do that la... Prayed for alot people too... I hope God answered my prayers... hahaha, i know he will, he never ignores me.. hehs... Well, i dint eat with the group.. I went to siglap to eat by myself... YAr... Was fun la... Time to myself!!! hahahah, cleared some things... got my hair done there too... Its real cool up there rite now.. lolx...

Keep in touch friends...!!!

2005-02-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

Chap Gor MEh!!! Happy Chinese VAlentines DAy people!!! hahaha

Well today has been kinda mellow... WAd spoiled the day was my SS paper... I dint complete it.. I Had the answers all at the back of my head. Dam... Well I hope i pass... Been kinda quiet today... Had English Exam too... It went quite alrite la.. hahaha, had time to sleep... LOLx

Ernest got beaten up on monday at parkway and came back to school today... He was telling me the story.. So funny.. The way he can still laugh bout it.. hahaha, well ernest is a mad boy la.. LOLx...

Well, i guess i was kinda sleepy today as usual.. Cos of my MEdication la.. Cause drowsiness all.. Well I went home after school to take my medication once aGAIN!! sighs.. Dropped my bag and Went to cityhall to looksee.. hahaha... !! Was suppose to support the match, heard that they won 8-0 but i ended up heading home instead... Was too tired lor.. crawled to my bed after the long walk from MRt station along the park.. I saw a dead bird on the way.. smelly lor.. lolx I dint even bathe or change clothes lor and i fell onto my bed like timber!! Was so tired.. I slept within 2 seconds..hahah Sorry BEn and MAno and Ferouz and Pete and Chai and whoever.. Congrates guys... hehe... Woke up at 7 and was having a hard time opening those tiny eyes of mine... HAhaha, Ben called me the moment i woke up..hahha wad luck... LOLx... Well I woke up in my school shirt and stonned... Was wondering wad in the world was i still not changes..hahaha, well anyways i took a real long bathe.. woohoo.. so awake now... lolx.. Studying for MAths and Chem test tmr... hope its easy.. Haha... Wish me luck yeah... LOLx...

Im not gonna take my medication again onlie untill im ready to sleep.. hahaha!!! I hate being sick... Its so LONely... I dedicate this song to myself... LOlX

Boulevard of Broken Dreams!

I walk a lonely road The only one I that have ever knownDon't know were it goesBut its home and I walk alone I walk this empty streetOn the Blvd. of broken dreamsWere the city sleepsAnd I'm the only one and I walk aloneMy shadows the only one that walks beside meMy shallow hearts the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will findTill then I'll walk aloneAh-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah AhhhAh-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah AhhhI'm walking down the lineThat divides me somewhere in my mindOn the border line of the edgeAnd were I walk aloneRead between the lines of what'sFucked up and every things all right

I walk a lonely road The only one I that have ever knownDon't know were it goesBut its home and I walk alone I walk this empty streetOn the Blvd. of broken dreamsWere the city sleepsAnd I'm the only one and I walk aloneMy shadows the only one that walks beside meMy shallow hearts the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will findTill then I'll walk aloneAh-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah AhhhAh-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah AhhhI'm walking down the lineThat divides me somewhere in my mindOn the border line of the edgeAnd were I walk aloneRead between the lines of what'sFucked up and every things all right

Check my vital signs to know I'm still aliveAnd I walk aloneI walk aloneI walk aloneI walk aloneI walk a...My shadows the only one that walks beside meMy shallow hearts the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will findTill then I'll walk aloneAh-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah AhhhAh-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah AhhhI walk this empty streetOn the Blvd. of broken dreamsWere the city sleepsAnd I'm the only one and I walk a..My shadows the only one that walks beside meMy shallow hearts the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will findTill then I'll walk away!heck my vital signs to know I'm still aliveAnd I walk aloneI walk aloneI walk aloneI walk aloneI walk a...My shadows the only one that walks beside meMy shallow hearts the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will findTill then I'll walk aloneAh-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah AhhhAh-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah AhhhI walk this empty streetOn the Blvd. of broken dreamsWere the city sleepsAnd I'm the only one and I walk a..My shadows the only one that walks beside meMy shallow hearts the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will findTill then I'll walk away!

2005-02-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hello there... Nice of u to drop by and read bout me..

HAha, well i'll start with SAturday...

was a totally fun day but the ppl i was with was like so not having so much fun as I was.. hahah they were all so down.. Mano ,ben, aaron, sam.. Dunno wad happened..hahahha oh wells. I had fun... We guys went SHOppINg!!! wierd rite..hahaha I bought two tops..hahahha i sound like a girl.. Anyways they were fresh box T-shirts..real cool, I bought the yellow-brown and the white-green T... And just after i got them, I kept seeing so many ppl wearing the green one which i bought.. 8 ppl, i even counted lor.. lolx... But its nice la..hahha, looks like 8 ppl in Singapore have a good fashion sense..hahaha kidding... Well we went to walk arnd and mano and Aaron had to leave early... ONe had family dinner and another had prac. bahaha.. Hicky* muaahahha... Sam, Ben and Myself just couldnt decide on wad to do lor.. we went everywhere. From playing pool to movie to bowling to walking to pool againa to movie againa and more walking.. IN the end, we played pool at MArina south..hahaha,... Nice place riteee.. see i told u guys... Bleah ;P... hahaha we played for 2 hrs and i lost almost all the games.. Yes yes, i know i know.. Im lousy... Better then u can already..hahaHA!!! ok so, moving on, i went to meet Ervin and butch for a game of "Dawn Of War" at Katong.. Was left with $O cash after tt... hahah, and WE ate Chicken rice at some nearby restaurant..hahha yep... The time was 3 am than when Ervin and BUtch just had to do it.. THey bought some alcoholic drinks and took out a deck of cards.. GAwd, such bad influencial ppl u guys are.. Took me so long to reject to gambling but the drinking was unbearable.. I drank quite alot..hahha but it was onlie thos 5% alcoholic drinks la.. Bought 5 to 6 bottles.. ahhaha Ervin blanja mah... bahaha, feeling rich wad he.. yep tt was my saturday...

Now for SUNday...

I woke, it was 11... sat on my bed for like 15mins stonning.. hahaha was like woohooo wad did I do last night...hahahha..well i thought i was late for mass, but i ended up going early for mass... Met many frens there..hahaha i was standing with frens on tt day... Saw ppl whom i havent seen in ages... LOlx.. And the voice just wanna extra with our group.. Scary girl la.. hahaha, ernest was dam funny lor.. He was like" and who may u be"hahahha...The way he said it in his low voice of his was just Funny!!! hahaha okok, mass ended and I went with parents to eat at parkway... I had Porridge... sighs... BUt it was nice la.. lolx... Went home early to try and get some work done.. The weekend felt so short.... Gawd i dunt wanna waste another weekend doing nuthin... Sighs... Well, Ani planned to catch constantine with me first.. so yar... hhahaha sorry guys.. Taken!!! Sorry man... Well, tt was my Sunday..hahha... I still so sick.. was having fever... I recovered though but my cough and flu is killing me and wad bothers me most is tt sports day is coming and im so sick.. Sighs!! Ok well i did get some work done and yar went to sleep late as usual.. And i had some dinnner at this restaurant somewhere out there.. I dunnno where lahs.. But i felt so extra down there.. The ppl there where all senior citizens and all of them spoke Cantonese... Gawd, i am like oh hahah 'mo la" haha i dint ven understand anything..hahaha well the food was great la.. They were having some auctioning down there.. There was this noisy guy on the mike toking dam loud.. WAlau eh, cannot eat in peace lor... hahaha ppl can still buy the gold plated word for 500+ dollars..madness, i bet i can get exactly the same one for 5 bucks... woohoo... Over priced!!! Luckily i sat next to my cousin and he was toking to me bout life in NuS!!! its just mad la..hahah we kept waiting for dish after dish..hahah was fun waiting with him, cos everytime he finished he would go"so wads next"hahaha okok... we left early though and i had to resort to bread at home.. lets just say i ate alot of bread la..hahahHA!!! well yar, tt was my Sunday...

MOnday!!

HAhs, schoo had to come back so fast.. Dam boring... Wad i did on MOnday, somehow i cant remember... to make it short and sweet, i did some stupid things la... but i know i was happy on tt day la... cant remember wad i did though!! well, yar monday was fine la...

Tuesday... AkA today!!

I woke up miricallY!! was sooo ooOOOOooo ooOO oO oooooOOOoo tired..hahha but i went to school and found myself 'sleeping' almost evey lesson... But i dint sleep la..hahaha i was trying my best to take down notes and stuff. I had PE, so was quite alrite.. I EVen bathed in school.. Dam shiok..hhahaha water was sooo cold..it reallie woke me up lor... haha... school was just a pain la today... Went to eat lunch after school with Aaron, Samuel, BEn and Mano.. Pete just had to borrow my stuff again.. hahaha usual him.. had a heart to heart chat with him ealier on.. hahah he's a nice guy la... We ate at some hawker centre in bedok south... Opposite Tp! i HAd porridge AGAin!!! hahahah well, i turned my gprs on already and im free on saturday.. hahahha well this was is la.. went home to sleep and overslept and woke up to bathe and study! i think im ready for common test! sighs.//.!!!

Thx for reading my crap... really appreciate it.. Signing out! ur one and onlie... Timothy!!! :P

2005-02-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow Is Valentines Day!

So any ways, i just came back from dinner at paya lebar!!!

Having bad cough and still ate oily food.. Had yummie cheng Teng juz now...

SO kooling...

HAd jia jia liang teh again...

I think i needa stop drinking that, needa change into 100plus.

I think i needa stop typing like this tooo... hahahah and i need sleep too! I'm gonna punch in a colourful entry for u guys... Better appreciate it.. hahaha kidding!!!!

I'm so tired today.. Having some sharp pain up in my head... Hurts like mad.. Adding on to that, I am having bad cough and flu... Sighs/... why Lord why me....
ARGHHH!!!! im so tired but i have to stay awake... Gotta do some stuff... And sa is angry with me... Yes understandable... hahaha, experienced the usual annoying me... hahaha//.. Sorry Sa... Dint mean for you to take to heart but yep.... sorry...
Well I'm just wondering... Cos theres a theory that Banglas always come in threes... Which is soo true.. Everywhere u see a bangla, he will either wait for another 2 or the 2 will wait for one.. it will always add up to three.. And the funny thing is that when they go out in big groups, you can still divide them into three... hahaha SO, i was wondering... Wondering if the all the banglas in Bangladesh can be divided by 3... hahaha,lame i know....
just passing time.. and hey, talking bout time... This song closing time by semisonice is real good... NICE!!!! it goes like this: closing tim, open all the doors and let u into the world... etc...hahaha yeah tts today... Tomorrows Valentines Day!!!!!!!!
For Guys: Make ur girls happy, be urself and dunch be an idiot and keep your filty hands in ur pocket. Behave ah u guys!!! keep them feeling appreciated at all times. Dunt be quiet and sulky, cos it will just make the whole day spoilt.Be nice to her. Be urself. very important. Be sincere and send her home and dunt expect anything. Be greatful with all the time you have with her!respect her. Respect her decisions. Kiss her back if she kisses u, on the lips i mean! NO point treating ur date soooo special too... When u treat her like shit every other days.. So dunt be so fake yar Enjoy ur day~
For Girls: Make ur guys happy, be urself.Be nice to him. Dunch ever make him in an awkward position even if he said something stupid like 'I love you' cos these things arent easy not telling. Hahha, i know this cos i'm a guy. Slap the guy if he tries anything funny. If that does'nt work than u'll have to resort to kicking and shouting. Where to kick? You should know the answer to that!!! lol...respect him.Enjoy ur day~
For Singles: Don't be sad,... you'll find someone some day.. Trust me, i speak with no experience but i have strong faith... hahahah so what u singles out there can do is blast music in ur ears and forget wad day it is.. Or u can sleep! Pass time... Do some jogging, you'll feel yourself jogging faster than before. And when ur done jogging, u will just be too tired to bother if its V'day... And Wads so special bout V'day.. It's just a simple monday. Dunt ever be sad when u see other couples outside holding hands and so. INstead be happy for them. Keep ur day a cheerful one...Enjoy ur day~
Well, I think this should be it... I can't really think of more... cos of all the pain in my head... Brain hurts+ Muscles hurts+ too, ever since gym that day.. Heart hurts+ badly too... Dunch know why... Prob the nightmares. lol...
Wad am i doing tmr. Hahs... Think i'll do wud i do every year, Sleep!... Or probably go watch soccer match... Do whatever it takes to keep myself occupied... EAting is good. hahaha...
SA: So sorrie to have insulted that cute fella in ur pic display... PLs forgive me... Valentines day is here... Stay happy yeah... Forgive and forget.. Thats wad we learned in church rite! hahaha... Eh but serious la, i was sucha joker that night la on msn.. you have to excuse me... I have my reason why... Really dint mean for u to get angry. And really dint mean for u to take it to heart... OK how u want me to make it up to you?name your price! message me!!!!!!!!!!!hope you understand me! ehehs.
Frens out there: nobodies perfect, remember that.. Gd luck in all your dates... To all the nice guys and girls i know off... Speacial luck to u all... I know u all deserve that special someone... Hahs... Have FUN~
This is Timothy Alexander Benjamin Chow Xiang Long ur love doctor aka the lil quiet boy who loves the colour of blue with a splash of pink signing out~

For the last time:

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY people!

2005-02-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was just a crappy day... SIghs...

Well today was much better.. Woke up late and rushed for mass.. Bus 32 is so slow pls... and so.. I reached mass late, but surprisingly so many other frens of mine were later then me... lol... Was talking all throughout mass... Dam sinfull.. Ross said something real sinful, He said that Jesus told his disciples at the table" BO ta Bo lam pa" HAhahha, I was laughing so hard pls.. And Ross, for ur info... Ur so going to hell... Better go and confess... lolX... And the "voice" just wanan hit on me rite Shep... I scared siall... lol... I heard she's not a virgin too rite... eww and she's younger then us.. She purposely stand next to us after communion... she wan me to kneel next to her all pls.. despo... Shake her hand at sign of peace also wanna be lame.. walau eh than we heard her voice.. GAwd!!! hahahha scary... lucky anmari and natasha was there... saw kim and gang too... lame lil girl la she... Mass was FUN la... hahaha...Well, we( Glenn, Shep, Hobday, ross, jon and myself) went down the road after mass and played some lan games... hahha... well, we kinda waited 2hrs for the comp.. we went for lunch in the middle of waiting... Ate at Kims place, haha, near my house lor... We were talking bout our primary school life.. hahha, all from same primary school.. coool huh,... we found out tt everyone hated glenn when he was in primary school.. hahahha... And Ross got his balls smashed by glenn... Got blood all, dam sick.. (long story/ inside joke) lolx/.... hahahha, and i fought with Timothy Tan when i was in primary 1 hahaha,, dam a** sticked a pencil in my eye just cos he was jealous that he was second fastest in school... looser pls.. hahah glad he's in America now... lol... hahaha and ryantino cried when he took his BCG... now he's like some gangster fella..hahahha wimp if u ask me.. lol...

Once we got out comps, played 2 rounds of warcraft dota... so sian sia... My secong time playing lor.. Yar yar laugh at me, cos i lost.. haha but at least i dint get last in rank.. Amongs 7 ppl im rank 5th k...hahahha the pros:Ross, Glenn, Jon, Hobdae wanna cheat and be in the same team.. dam cheater can... hahaha well i had fun... Terrorblade is good.. lol... so anywayz.. I walked home from there(kembangan) and now doing art.. see ya....
Bleah ;p

2005-02-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

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Me Brudder is gonna leave tomorrow for thailand for the whole of one long dam month...Argh...

I got the blues people...

And my Blog is somehow falling apart.. Bits by bits.. Someones taking away all my photos.. Like my blinky photo which I had on the left... Just like all my other photos which i had all went away... Like some pac-man in my comp eating my stuff... Probably lykes my face.. And Tom, Makr and Travis's too... Hahhahah... Well dear bro. I'm really gonna miss u man... Who's gonna accompany me every saturday night... I'm gonna be dead bored man... Whos gonna tickle my belly everytime i'm downn WHO, WHO, WHO... well, i'm really gonna miss all those pool games man.. HAve fun In thailand... dunt come back with STD yar.. lolX...

Well, Chinese New Year was fun... Had alot of fun actually..

Wednesday..9th feb...

Woke up dam early... Was bloody tired.. So i had some Jia Jia liang Teh.. hahaha...I was feeling tired all the way thru breakfast.. BUT, I woke up instantly once my mum and dad handed me my very first two Ang Bao ah.. WAH!! FA CAI ah!! hahaha... Was so money faced on tt day.. hahah, was competeing with my bros, who got the most red pacs at the end of the day.. I went to so many places... All my relatives were so lively.. They were all in sucha good mood.. Was a lovely day.. No one was unhappy... My Darn Uncle kept teasing me tt i looked like my great GRANDFATHER.. Whille i told him that he looked like my great GRANDMOTHER.. haha which was true.. lol... He was dam lame lor... HE went to ask my grandma, why the photo of my GREAT grandma looked so much younger then my grandma now.. hahaHAH like DUH...wad bull la he.. crappy person la my uncle... lolx...I got a total of 130+ bucks and won $40 bucks thru gambling.. hahaha... well i kinda used half of it just now.. sighs.. im a spendthrift hahaha...All my distant and close relatives.. Was so nice to see them all again.. Auntie Fiona was being teased by my uncle like mad on that day.. He said that she looked like Lydia Sum.. hahaha lame ass la he.. HE was soo lame untill he wanted to prove to everyone tt he was fitter then me... He challenged me to climb 24 storey's with him... hahah the funny thing was that he wanted to stop at the 5 floor and take a lift up, but the lift onlie goes on way.. And thats down!!! hahahha so he had t o climb all 24 stories.. bahahah deserved it.. I on the other hand pretended to let him take the lead at the 2nd storey, and i went back down to the 1st floor to take the lift up.. HAhaha... Was a real fun day la.. Ended at 6+... seemed like a short day though... ME and bro went out for pool after tt.. At our usual MArina South... I learnt a few things bout pool from bro. he gave me a few tips which actually works.. hahah i kinda trashed his ass a lil.. but he was winnning most of the time.. After that we went to meet Ervin and JAck(comando) aka butch... Suppose to catch a movie... But there were no shows available.. dam lame.. so we walked from cinelesiure to far east to play some arcade and some lan games.. War hammer was dam fun.. real cool game... Well tts if u ever new wad WArhammer was la.. hehe... After lan-gaming.. We decided to slack outside far east... AND than, there suddenly out of no where a pack of cards came out and we started gambling the whole night... We gambled till 3 and my luck was dam good lor.. We played from black jack to tai tee to poker.. I won everything... Butch was so fed up of loosing till he quit the game.. hahah he went to draw money to pay up.. hahaha dam funny.. Nice fella la... Well we played some other new game too.. can't remmeber wad its called but yar its fun.. Its a fast game la.. Strictly not for slow people... Well, i slept late last night.. sorrie...

I woke up this morning at 12+ cos of my lil baby cousing who was sitting on me.. hahaha woke up and saw someone cute.. so nice... hahaha i hugged him and he hugged me back.. cute fella... I love him.. I treat him like my son.. lolx... Had so many people in my house today.. was dam shocked.. Me still dressed in wad i wore to sleep.. dam funny.. And when i got up and went outside to get my towel to bathe.. Everyone was like stopped moving and paused and starred and me and i said" hi, morning" hahaha dam funny la.. Than they continued chitty chatting..hahaha So anyways, I accompanied all my guest today.. Gambled with them played with them.. Let them watch my reverse Bungee video one more time.. LOlx.... And my new UNcle keishi from south Africa is known to be some prince in his state.. cool huh.. so i have royalty in my family.. he's a real nice guy and real big fella... walau u should check out his arms... His arm is freaky l;or.. And he says he does'nt work out.. He says tt its the food they eat.. Their staple food.. I asked him to flex his arm this afternoon and alost fainted.. So big can.. hahha... he says he will let me try the food one day.. hahah... Well today was Fun la.. Me and Bro went out again so as to spend quality time together.. We went to play pool At Marina South AGAin and than head on down to Tampines for a movie.. We caught "I do I do"... JAck neo show.. dam nice.. I like all the Acting... Its just soooooOOOooOOOOoOO funniiiiiieee... I cannot tahan... was laughinglike made lor.. we went to watch with. han peow, chee peng and two of my bros fren la, whoms name i cant really remember.. lol...So anyway.. "i do i do" is a muz watch show.. I wanna watch it again lor.. serious... its dam nice.. Its bout love.. dam funny la,.. Love with a loads of laughter in it.. hahah real funny and nice.. After that, im now home.. cannot follow my bro go out, cos have to sleep early today.. I've got school tmr.. sighs..

I think i've got training after school.. But i wanna hang out with my bro.. So the onlie way is to cHAO training.. hahaha which i have no idea how yet... hahaha..
signing out..

HAppy NEW COck year... ;p TC dear frens. .-Tim.

2005-02-09T19:45:00.000+08:00

Hohohoooo... Merry Chinese new year people... Walau, today has been really fun... Though I was soo very tired.. But before i get to today, I shall start with Yesterday...Gong Xi Fa Cai ah... Hong Pao Nah Lai.... blah blah blah....

Tuesday 8th feb...yesterday....

Had lots of fun... Went to school to celebrate Cny(chinese new year) dam fun lor... Well I reached school abit too early and no lights in school was on... So i went to take a long slow walk around the perimeter of my school... When I reached the end gate, I met Jude walking into school... SO funny, we went to the chapel for chinese mass.. We arrived late, so that was where everyone went... And Mr. Brendon Lee was Giving the Homily in chinese, in monotone... dam boring lor.. Everyone in there wanted to sleep... So anyways, Jude and I sat rite in the front.. Saw bro nicholas and Brendon Lee sat in front of us.. We dint understand a SINGLE word... SO we left, hahaha, dint know how to... But we left... Bro. Nicholas stoped us, and we said we dint wanan take the body of christ cos we arrived late and besides that, we dint understand anything lor...lolx.. SO anyways, that was 7 in the morning, we headed for the morning assembly and sang the mah ju' la as usual.. followed by the pledge, school song and a prayer... We were seated in the hall after which... My class was placed to be seated rite at the front of the Hall, cos we were the naughtiest class lor... Easier to be handled when we seat in the front.. All the gangsters in my class la... So lame... hahaha, well we were enjoying the show.. the lion dance the short skits and stuff.. Derek was sitting by my right and Gabriel on my left..Hahaha, we were making noise as usual... Shouting and stuff, especially Garbiel.. Suddenly, towards the end of the celebration where the class monitors were given oranges to present to their form teachers; an orange was thrown from the behind and splattered all over Gabriels head, pants shirt and face.. WAalu Eh was Daaaam funy, but i dint laugh la... Cos Gabriel was fuming with anger... He stood up and shouted at the large crowd behind and pointed at everyone.. Dunno wad he said la, in hokkien or something.. He wanted to beat the guy up till he went to hospital.. IN his actual words to the principal was" I'll beat the f*** up of the fella untill he went to the hospital if i knew who it was" hahah and the principal was so scared that he just smiled... hahaha wel,... Ernest the gangster fren of gabriel just had to. He threw the orange back to the crowd and it hit some other big time gangster..HAhahhahah how lame is that.. THe gangster stood up and told ernest to watch out, blah blah blah.. hahaha well, there was suppose to be a fight after school.. THey still dint know who threw the orange lolx...Well, we all were given oranges be4 school ended which was at 945.. I was so energetic lor.. was playing street soccer with jude.. He too was dam hyper.. hahaha, we did alot of nonsense la.. Sprinting and passing the ball amongs ourselves while everyone else was so bored... All they did was just walk to the bus stop and decide where to go... Even at the bus stop, Jude and I were playing soccer.. Aaron just wanna throw tentrum at me for wad, nuthin.. Just cos i was too hyper.. Lame la he.. hahaha well the rest of the guys where deciding where to go.. and i almost missed the bus... They all tricked me on which group was going where.. Get me!!! hahaha well we went down to queensway.. Took a 2 hour buss ride... Walau eh.. dam shaged after the ride lor... We were all playing with our i-pods all the way..hahahha.. Went to queensway to walk arnd and help find for Judes spike shoe and help Mouth find his boots and help Ben find sumthing la... Can't remember... hahah anyway, I had loads of fun la.. Derek kept making me laugh...

Well, after queensway, we took a cab back and they dropped me at kenbangan... I slept the whole way back.. Must have used up all my energy in the morning..hahaha the cab driver was speaking to me also i dunno.. hahahha I was so sleepy...hahaha went home to sleep and then the woke up and went to clarke quay with brother and Ervin.. Cos we went to seat on the reverse Bungee.. was dam fun... Dam scary can.. hahahaha... I've got a video of us riding it.. dam funny... I was screaming like a gurl lor... was soo scary but its worth 25 bucks la.. really a nice experience.. Once in a life time I hope..hahahha well, i'll continue my blog of today the 9th of feb... cos i aint got time to blog.. I'm gonna catch a movie now... hahaha, u people should try the reverse bungee aka the g-max... real cool... hahaha sign out... Chinses new year was fun lor...

2005-02-06T21:01:00.000+08:00

Saturday 5th feb----boring by day fun by night..

Woke up at 11.30a.m. this day.. I was suppose to wake up at 10, which I did but fell asleep again.. Hahs, we had to meet in school for transport to maritchie.. Competion going on down there.. The SAAA(Singapore Amateur Athletic Association) road run relay.. So anyways... Woke up all nervous and stuff... got the shivers down the spine... Hell, so i took a bathe(a really long one) and ended my bathe at 12.30.. So i got out of the shower, saw the time and started rushing.. I'm like a Senior in track so i can't be late.. haha, must lead a good example lor.. Well not exactly la, if I come late i will get a good scolding la by the b**** mrs lim...sighs... so, had my breakfast.... Cereal with sugar and milk... Had my vitamins and ate a banana and drank my anti stitch formula-* Salt water.., Was naked while I was eating, cos no one was at home haha... Dunno why I decided to eat first be4 i change... went to get my clothes/singlet after tt, and put on my socks and running shoes. Than i forgot mah underwear... LOL... so dumb, can u imagine urself rushing and then u changed into ur running shorts and than another shorts over it and finally find out that you're not wearing any underwear...Yar, laugh at me... HOw stoops was tt... hahaha well i got my undies and ran to school and reached just on time.. Phew...!!! Teacher was giving my juniors some lecture and I was like," hie mAm, hows life" hahaha than she just ignored me and continued her scolding... Funny lor.. Saw vicnes down there... He was helping Miss Siva PAck he stuff. GAwd, She's leaving for overseas... No more gonna teach us Patricains, She should recieve best teacher and long service award... Well was quite sad when i heard bout her leaving.. sighs.. Guess she just couldn't take my batch...lol... Too havoc la.. hahaha... Well, vicnes was all tired, he was helping since morning dunno wad time lor.. Got scratches all over him... Hahaha, anyway vicnes is my ex -captain..

Well anywayz... We were all waiting for this junior named saun asfer... Bloody bum... He came at 130pm when all of us met at 1... so Mrs Lim was like" hey vicnes u wanna run for us now at macricthie" and he was like, "yeah sure, why not.." he wanted to escape from helping miss Siva

with her trucks and trucks of things to load.. Hahaha... Well, we headed out to the road to flag a cab and to our surprise Saun appeared and I scolded him, cos the teacher asked me to.. She said she dint wanna scold him.. She was too fed-up i guess.. Well, I was like 'hey shaun why you came so late.. next time dont" hahaha than the teacher added, "wad kinda scolding is tt".. So i snapped at her and said, "if u aint happy with wad I said than dunt ask me to scold it... You want things done ur way, THAN DO IT URSELF" felt great though... I hate her... lolx... Well, vicnes still tagged along and we went there by cab... took so long to finally get a cab.. When we reached there... Mr. Zender and the whole of sTc was there... -the usual... Well, Randall our star runner couldn't run cos of some family problems... Well, the runners were Ronald, Brendon, Naresh and Myself... All of us were scared, cos we found out tt we had to run against JC teams... madness, i had a shock... Well, we warmed up and had a spoon of honey each be4 the race.. Got our number tags and our race started in no time.. I was runner number 1, as it was a relay... 3.2km... I started amongs the front few... was quite a fast pace race... HAhahah my C div first runner wanted to follow my pace and i adviced him to try and follow...he died at the first part... Was quite fast la everyone there.... Cannot slack.. Well, I came in under 13 mins which was slow and tapped Naresh's hand for him to go next... Our position was 20+ and we dropped to 70+ when ronald ended... Sad... The team dint do as well as expected but i idid fine la... Hahs...

Well, we went home and Ben called me to follow him to town with marcus, Qi shen and Xavier... Sa and Jill was "surprisingly there too" hahahha Was dam fun lor...XAvier and his mr. Protector... Hahahha... Qi Sheng so shy... Ben, i dunno ben... hahah he's a mad boy... hahahha,... met them at far east... walked arnd.. Marcus was trying to find a CNy t shirt for himself.. we went looking for it too... Saw many many ppl in tow... vanessa and gang was at far east.. We headed down to Lido and saw SAm fok and gang... SAm fok just wanna act like a slut la, usual her... flriting with all of us... Cant stand it.. ASking us to join her and frens for movie.. No way lor... Hahaha, Sa had curfew lor, 11 pm sharp.. so tt means she couldn't catch a 9+ show which will end arnd 10+ , 11... And all the shows there at lido were at 9+.. So we headed down to cinelesiure to check out the movie timings... Saw gorge working there... Gorge's dad owns Cathy cinelesiure... SO yar.. He was at the counter... So funny.. I was annoying him like mad, trying to take his name tag and keep pressing the buttons on the touch screen..hahah, but he played along.. hahha anyways, we met Eng Kiat there at Cine... HE and a lot of girls... Bloody bum.. like pimp liddat... hahaha all were actually his classmates... player..hahaha Eng Kiat is actually my Captain a long time Ago, my second captain ever since i was in track... So tt makes him when i was sec 2 he was sec 5 he is 3 years older la... hahaha u do the math... Nice fella la.. Had a nice long chat with him, asking him hows life in Tp and all... I like his hair...hahaha, well we dint watch any show in the end... SO went marche.. But there was this 10 dollars thing going on there... A new policy, everyone had spend at least 10 bucks or else u cannot enter... Stoops rite.. So onlie 4 of us out of seven wanted to eat and dint mind the 10 bucks policy... SO i spoke to the manager..Asked him if he could make and exception for 3 of us... He the other three dint have to pay.. But he would still earn 40 bucks... He told me tt he wont earn it, so i said ok the stalls inside would own it.. And he told me no they wont too, cos they needed to pay for rent.. HAHha LAmer so I jacked him and said ok than the restaurant would earn it... And if u dunt make an exception U earn nuthin.. And if u keep having this dumb policy nobody will go marche anymore.. So we left.. So did many other ppl planning to eat there leave.. Marche was so empty for the first time... hahhaa... WEll, we went to burger king and while walking there, SA was taking snap shots of us.. in their shades.. we are the cool boyz... hahhaha I was advertising startbucks coffee, lol, and had alot of laughin going on last night... SA took a video of me, My advertisment on starbucks coffee... Funny lor..hahahha, well we went to eat at burger King and managed to make Qi Sheng seat beside sa...hahahha, well they obviously dint complain...hahaha, mature already.. Then we all wanted to take a photo together but sa's arm was too short.. Than and Ang Mor fella came to help us snap... hahaha, nice one.. Than the Ang MOr fella just wanna take a pisture of Sa, she was sooo shy until she took her shades and wore it... dam funny.. Xavier and his protector mode came about... hahah inside joke...Operation Q, Operation Jb hahaha, funny la... Inside jokes.. Mission accomplished.ahhaha Sa, just wanna tell marcus things... Now MArcus knows things and now he is irritating me... sighs...

I went to meet my bro at marina south after that for a few games of pool, woohhoooo hahaha... I was winning like almost all the rounds.. Probably i was on form and he was playing crap... He was playing for 4 hrs be4 i met him.. mad pool freak yep tts my bro. hahaha went home early, dint visit ervin last night... was too tired.. was hard sleeping last night,hahahha i wonder why... I had a nightmare too... Can remember...NIGHTMARE: I was in my room... It was in the night... And I cant remember who was the killer but he/she killed all my frens in my house and all my family mambers were all dead and i think the killer dint see me... I think it was a she.. Yar and she was in my mums room after killing my mum... Blood covered the floors and walls of my house as i creeped to my mums room to find more blood and then i grabs a large silver scissors which was really big...hahah than I threw it at the killer as she turned... It went into her head and she dies.. And Everyone was dead and i was left all alone crying trying to figure who this killer was... I felt like shit... And Than I woke up from the dream... And I figured.... Lifes a Nightmare...

2005-02-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, 1/2/05

Had to go to school... Today was quite a fun day la... Hahaha, had lots of energy and was supper-duper-hyper... Think I had too much sugar in the morning... Well been talking alot lately in school... Too figitive in class and cant keep my butt in my seat... lol... Well, lucky the first period was P.E. and had this new teacher who looked real muscular and all but dint scare me Mr.Lim.. Dunno why sadha and Derek were so afraid... lol... He gave this long talk bout how he wants 'his' class to behave blah blah blah and tell us wad to do before we can play soccer.. Cos thats all my class and I wants to do.. SOCcer... hahhaa... We had to run 1.6km and do push-ups, sit-ups and leg holds... So boring... Well, my class cooperated to finish his work outs and we played soccer like mad boyz.. Shoutin all... hahaha... Soccer was very short.. had very little spare time for it.. hahaha.. Well had enuff fun, was trying to conserve my energy for training in the afternoon.

After P.E., we had chinese period for an hour and my Cl B teacher came in and let us watch some chinese show bout the fella who shot the supposedly 9 suns down... Dam laMe show.. Started debating with my chinses teacher in English bout how dumb the show was, how can there be 9 suns.. stoopid rite...lol.. well the teacher who has a real bad breathe just gave up on me.. I even told him bout his breathe and asked him to try listerine..hahAHA and he went covering his mouth with his book... lol funny fella.. Well recess was after that, cut queue and got my food as usual.. hahaha... well i dunt feel big or anything but i am always hungry so muz get my food fast la.. hahaha.. sorrie lil boyz... hahaha like you're so big liddat Tim.. hahah well after eating Jude, Jon, hobdae, Shane, Ben, Mark, and many many other boys went to ciao recess essembly cos it was so hot and we dint wanna sit under the scorching sun.. Well, it was so darn obvious tt we were playing truant.. So many heads could be seen inside the class... hahaha, so Jude and I went to hang out in the toilet and also cos Miss Koh aka my grumpy cca teacher was on the track next to the class and could see us from outside.. So he ran out to the toilet... we were playing with water squirting at each other and i sort of broke the shower head in the toilet on the ground floor... hahaha, well wad can i say boys will be boys... Once recess essembly ended, Jude and I walked out the toilet only to find Miss KOH the B**** at the doorstep.. but we just act and walk away.. but jude couldnt stop laughing... Hahaha so did I... hahah how lame lor... We walked back to class and heard bout this fight gonna happen after school between Jon and some matts from 4T1... Lame sia.. well i heard they dint turn up after school... chicken out.. hahaha... so lame la all these fights...And they were fighting because Jon cut queue during recess and he cut the matts queue... hahaha well looks like I shall stop cutting queues be4 I get into any fights.. hahaha ok anyways...

After recess had, i period of boring maths and almost fell asleep as usual.. Boring teacher la... He made me from an enthusiastic bot into a slping prince... dam arse... hahaha well had social studies for an hour after maths... Was ok la... Brendon lee, mah fav teacher... LAme ass felle.. I speak to him as if he was my fren lor.. hahaha He returned my structured essay back.. was dissapointing can.. Well to me it was bad la... Need to IMPROVE!!! Well he dint give us home work... cool... OK had two periods of Mrs Err(ENGLISH) afterwhich... was alrite also la... almost everyone was sleeping and onlie me and the front guys were paying attention.. Cos i seat in the front.. cant reallie fall asleep even if the lesson sucked... well English was fun la... Sadha got a scolding by the teacher for nuthin cos of me... hahaha, I just told the teacher that sadha was disturbing me hahaha... cos he was being annoying so yep.. lol... Next lesson was Chemistry for a last hour and I was free... But not so fast Tim... had a test, was quite alrite la... but dam i lost 2 marks... wasted... lol... Chemistry is just fun la... Hahaha kkk,... school ends here... went to have lunch with lil brudder at the canteen and Aaron waited for us.. He had no one to go home with hahaha... well I carried my brudders bag while walking home.. walua its not light ah, and he is onlie sec one lor.. MAdness... Once i reached back.. Had some rest, bathed changed and was all set for training, ate a banana and drank my secret solution. (salt water) well its sure did help.. Helped alot.. I ran the 11km today like some mad dog and came in 1st... Ronald wanna challenge me all... Showed him whos boss... Hahaha, lame me... Naresh and Jude had a fight be4 training.. some lame thing la... told them both to coolit.. hahhaa well Am having another test tmr and its maths... Dam im gonna die... Well, trying to revise my maths now.. tt was today.. TO all my frenz, Ilove ya'll... made me happy... hahaha especially Ani... who is know my sista... lol...

Nitz ppl....

2005-01-31T21:47:00.000+08:00

Slept at 3 last night and woke up at 6... hahah so sorrie to all those guys i ticked of, not in a good mood lor...hahaha Very sorry to hardeep and Xin yuan for making u guys as my punching bag..hahaha really sorrie man... really dint mean it... Sorrie Sadha for slapping u, though u asked for it...hahaha... I gave u wet hand slap..hahahha/ (dint slap hard la... playing onlie) duh!!! Ahahaha, well.... Had art as the first 3 periods... drew a tiger... took alot of effort k.. hahaha... I drew 2 tigers... both with different views.. so anyways, art was jst fun la.. but the principal wants to see 6 sketches by friday and i onlie have got 2 and a half... hahahha so in other words... Im gonna get canned... hahha...

After art was recess and ben was'nt feeling too good so he went home... I was feeling real drousy... was a real boring day today.. mouth dint come to school cos he had some throat infection.. Mano is down with some serious illness... ben is falling sick... jude i dunno bout jude man... hahaha better go for training tmr... ARGH sharks... Another whole week of training to go thru... tmr,wednesday and thursday... And theres gonna be an important race coming up on sat.. muzent screw up,... well anyway.. back to today... after recess had, Chemistry for 1 and a half hrs... had a test which ended up to be a revision cos everyone was toking and searching for answers... so tmr im gonna have a retest... hahah chemistry rocks la...

Had maths for 2 periods after chem... gawd i was about to sleep lor... so boring his lesson... 1 hour teach onlie 2 questions... sighs... with his irritating voice of his... hahaha RmE was after maths.. was much better... Fun la mr. lee's clas. He always cracks us up.. hahahha wel thx mr. lee... anyways... went home after school with my lil brudder... boring as in really boring day today...

Went to grannys house at 630 for dinner.. was good as usual and ow wanan sleep... peace out...

2005-01-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

hello there people... ben real bZ these past few days... Training and schooling is not easy to juggle... Though i've been doing it for the past 9 yrs in my life, ahaha act sia Tim, guess training has been tough on me la haha... My last year la, thats why... Coach Xander just wanna push me onlie... okok... Shall start my days...

Friday,

Went school, blah blah blah... The usual... got my hair caught again by stoops teacher saying my hair is Dyed... And Vp had a long arguement with me cos of my 'long hair' woo so long... just cos its standing doesnt mean its long rite... dumb him... scolded him like mad.. Tt ass**** always picking on me.. Pulling my hair, for crying out loud im sec 5 already... Gimme some space man.. So anyways we settled our problems among ourselves and i guess he wont be in my way anymore.. Cos i sort of snapped at him, almost laughed at his face... Like walau never seen me snapped be4 rite ppl... He really pissed me off can.. Kept pullling my hair... And i have got a thing with ppl pulling my hair u guys should know... Or even touching it... Cos even I myself dunt touch my hair and u wanna touch mine... No whey man... lol OK la, we spoke to each other more matured-like after tt... So anyways... Had no training tt day, so I went to play soccer at block 57 aka the gangsters hangout... LoL... Played with some gangsters and all, they were nice la... cos we too had gangsters who were all sec 5 ... all big time gangsters/childish dogs la if u ask me...Well We played till every stinked.. from 12 45 till 4 pm... goodness Aaron smelt like shit coming out ffrom the bottoms of a cow.. hahaha no offence Aaron but u gotta do sumting bout it... hahahah k went home and tried to finish some work and all i ended up doing was sleep.. so i finished it when i woke up which was 8 sumthing la...

Ok i slept at 10pm cos i had a compettion going on at macritchie the following day... Was tired too after soccer... Hahaha..

Saturday

I woke up at 11 and supposed to meet the team at 12 in school porch... Was there as early as i could.. 1215..hahaha late as usual... Well, nobody told us to wear the new jersey but obvious la if not why they gave hahaha....So i stewpidly brought the wrong colour jersey and was sent back by coach to get it, he gave me a dam long lecture lor... was just ignoring him and toying arnd with mah phone... lol... When we reached macritchie, we found out tt the race starts at 345...had so much time in our hands... and no other school was there yet... could have slept longer can... hahahha... so we the sps trackers decided to go to the canteen for our 'lunch' well gues wad we ate... I had an apple/green apple... Some were having ice-cream sia... Imagine having ice-cream be4 a 5.2km run... stoops sia my juniors.. hahha... Well we warmed up abit too early and it was a bad example of a warm up.. Once we were at the starting point waiting for the race to start, the dam 'smart' uncle just dun wanna start the race.. all the guys there especially the JC boys went pissed.. shouting at them all... hahaha funy la,... but was them hot and stinko... squeezing with so many other men... Most of them taller then me, so smelly... dehyrating lor... When it started, I ran and was leading the pack.... fell back all the way to 71 positon once i ended... Was puking all la... well was abad run la... was pouting alot after the race... My coach kept scolding me.... Well i headed home to bathe change clothes and all, and went for sheps house warming... saw many ppl there... was fun la... was so hungry tt i finished up the pot of pasta which was servings of pasta and had a slice of candian pizza and a whole new bottle of wine all for myself...hahaha finished it and played jenga too... Sheps new house is Sexy la... cousy la the house.. love it.. especially his room... Ben and I headed down to Simei for soccer in celebrating peters birthday... Hahaha, was dam fun la... was a lil high and hyper active... played like some mad dog... Hahha and they were playing guitar all down there... Aaron is just the best la... mad boy... his fingers are mad, his songs are smooth, he's got the groove baby.... lol... Well we played till 11, lights off also still playing and i gave everyone my secret handshake and than went down to bedok 85 for supper with brudder and frenz.. mad fellas... Dam funny fellas la... all telling me bout their army life hahaha... Funy la, Army sounds fun la... Well I ate ba-Chor-Mee and porridge which was dam nice though i was full... hahaha... was toking and toking all the way till 3am... saw a dam disgusting BAPOK there too... he/she approached some guys beside us and then when they said NO then he/she turned to us and all 7 of us looked away, dam funny... hahaha went home by cab all alone cos me brudder headed down to changi to see more of them with his frenz... hahah dunno why also... No la, he went there to meet more frens la and got good food there too... hahha... well i went back and slept like a pig...

Sunday

woke up just in time for mass, was tired and all..after mass went to eat at beach road... ate ah balling and chichen cutlet... someone made a fool out of me today... hahaha funny funny, very funny... hgahaha... well i went home straight and went to meet anand for cycling trip to sentosa, was fast sia... i dint know... went in sentosa and cycled around... went to sybway for dinner after tt and had footlong meatball... cool huh... my tyre was popped and had to cycle with a half pumped tyre all the way back to the bicycle shop... luckily anand had a pump if not i dunni wad i'll do.. walk back, hahahha 20 km sia... hahaha well i was studying just now for a test coming up later... chem test... I'm gonna top the class... Kk,, now dam tired ..hahaha good nite ppl... LOVE you all...!!

I'm so lost now... hahahha nitezZz

2005-01-22T13:55:00.000+08:00

okok, ur not slow...hahaha,.... chill out yar... was just kidding,... but u are still a lamer... goodness... lolx... Wel, I just woke up not long ago and cant recall wad i did yesterday...

Wait, gimme some time to think...

OK, I remembered... I woke up at 2pm yesterday cos i was taunting the previous night with my brudder... Well, I was slacking at home, doing all my homework all the way till 5pm when i left my house for soccer at melville park... Played soccer to the extreme lor, our team was undefeated as usual.. Chey... baha... well i was really exerting myself to the limit... Then when all other chalengers left the court we played soccer tennis... Haha, beat Shane in that. but was too tired to win the next round against Tomas. haha, gave him a fast ball into the goal. GOOaall!!!! lolx... After playing soccer, we( Tomas, feroz, marc anthony, shin kwan, Shane, Mouth, Aaron, Peter, Mano and myself) went swimming at Mouths house... hahaha... We played this game where each took a partner and one sit on the other and try to push the rest down, Walau tottally not fair lor... Hahahha Tomas and Marc won, basket their team so strong... Me and shin kwan came in 3rd. baha... mano partnered Shane. hahahh was fun la.. And pater and feroz juz couldnt get up on each other. The game ended and they were still trying to get up on each other.. hahaha...

O well, we went to the steam room to slack.. Don't laugh at me k, I forget wad the steam room is called. lolx... Was just shiok la... Then when all satisfied, we all went out and just stood in front of the mirror looking at ourselves. Hahaha, wierd but funny. They started comparing their muscle sizes... hahah, walau marcs arm is just huge can... hahaha

Well we seperated after tt, marc, Tomas, Feroz, Shin kwan and Pete went for some guys party. Gerard or sumthing... We( Mano, Shane, Aaron, Mouth and myself) went to eat at some 24 hour coffeshop nearby. I ate two egg prata and a plate of potato rojak. Dunt ask me wads tt... If ur a Singaporean then you should know wad tt is... lolx. We were tolking crap and all, planning on wad to do today... hahaha, I doubt they still tot of anything yet...

Went for a second supper at 85, with brudder and Ervin. Ate the mince meat noodle and the peanut ball thingy. Had jia jia liang teh at both Simei and 85. Hahaha, my brudder chia all of us.. Guess he was feeling rich... Went to Ervins house after that to slack and play PSII... dam fun lor all the games... PLayed the new GTa game too... Dam violent. Then we watched Kill Bill 1... Dam nice show... violent but nice la... hahaha... well quite a sick show also... Especially when she was in a coma... So much blood spilling... but I think tt is wad that makes the show nice... I like the fighting... hahaha... Well reached home at 5.30 am... slept... zZz ZZ Zz zZ

2005-01-19T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hahaha, some people trying to be funny now. Telling jokes all.. So I shall start this entry with just one joke. Here goes,Hahaha,...

Joke.
One day, India's president invited the Singapore president over for lunch in India. So, as the singapore president reached India airport. He was chauffered to a very high class restuarant by limo. Inside the limo was india's president . While escorting, the Singapore president noticed something disturbing everytime he looked outside the window. He saw the locals Urinating, shitting, littering, vomitting, naked etc... openly on the streets. So, he spoke with the Indian president over lunch bout the matter... India's president was embarrassed and insulted and did not know wad to say so he stay silent. He was ashamed and angry. So he wanted to get back at the Singapore president... He dint know how, so after lunch. The Singapore president despite all the obscene things which he saw on the streets of India, he invited India's president over for lunch the following day. The India's president was filled with joy as his opportunity struck.
So the following day,...
India's president reached Changi airport and was chauffered in a limo which was escorted by the Singapore's president. Straight after the the limo left the airport, the Indian president started his search out the window for anyone doing unclean or obscene things...He search high and low and could not find anyone. Singapore was a clean and green society. Onlie until reaching the restaurant in Town, the Indian president caught this one man squatting beside the tree shitting.
He burst out yelling" Ah there, not only do ppl in my country shit on the streets openly so does yours." He pointed at the man. The Singapore president was shocked and took a glance at that man. To his relief he told the Indian president, " OH that man is the Indian Ambassador for Singapore."

For all you SLOW people out there reading this( yar i'm referring to YOU), you might not get it so take you time. Ask someone to explain it to you... hahaha

Ok now...

Today....

Wad happened....
went to school, dint fall asleep during maths which was an achievement for me and went thru art class drawing crap... Some dogs eye... hahah... English lesson was good, learnt a few stuff. Learnt how to write expositions. Lame sia... we all know already lor... Chinese B was fun as usual... Making fun of the teachers accent and all... Wierdo sia my teacher... Dam smelly also.. Like never bath every morning or wat!!! Social studies was the best la... Mr.Brendon Lee is out teacher for this year... He's dam cool lor... I speak to him like as if he was one of my frenz.. hahahha... he asked how I was after the dramatic incident with the DM and Vp and principal and Hod of science. Haiz... so yar

Ok if you read my previous entry, you will know tt I had training yesterday(11km)... If not for the Poly visit after school I would have to run another 11km today... Well Tomorrow is a confirm 11km for me... Haiya, sighs :(

Nanyang Poly,...
Visit there was ok la... Quite boring la at first... Naresh and Lattif making soo much noise. Disturbing the girls who were giving us a tour.. They kept calling them 'AUNTIE' hahaha... The first thing we did there was seat down and listen to this nerdy guy giving his speech.. Dunno wad he was mumbling about. So we nic named him mumbles..
After that, we headed down the hallways and Naresh could'nt stand quietness and so he started his shouting again... we went to school of business and engineering... One word to describe it all... BORing... bored the darkness out of me... was walking in the school of engineering alone while this Ah Lian came up to me and said tt she saw me be4 and wants me number... hahaha, so i told her... "i have never seen you be4 and im sure i dunno you." I should have told her," wad do you AH LIANS see in me... Do i look like an Ah beng to you, I am a decent boy ok so buZz"
hahah but i dint la.... I went to try clinmbing the rock wall after tt, hahaha. quite tough lor... Tired I guess, normally im good at it K... Dunt look down on me La!!!! lolx lolx!!!! So many guys from my class were making a fool out of themselves... Like Gabriel for one, who kept asking for every girls number... Every girl tt walked pass him... goodness, but obviously he was just playing la... hahaha, well the bus ride back was just quiet, everyone was shagged out... hahaha yep Nanyang Poly sux....

Tried roller-blading to my grandmas just now for dinner...Was in pain down by my feet... Had a short nap at my grandpas house, was shiiioook la... Dinner was great as usual, my grandma always cooks good food. She even cooked Pulaut hitam. Which is black rice with black sugar and milk.. Dam nice la... bladed back dam fast and now at home slacking...

Seemed like a long day, but was actually very short... Cool... Im gonna sleep now.. need it badly... reminder to frenz: call me if theres any problems... You know i am relaible... hahaha, like some advert... nitez ppl!!!

2005-01-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

oh my gawd, today really sucked... Did nuthin much, went to school and all... School is just too boring... Im so mad at some teachers like for one Mrs Yap... yep... She's my PE. teacher, ran 2 km for my PE. and played soccer after... Learn a few things in school... Had no maths lesson today. Wad great luck riteee. My dam form teacher dunt needa teach me... If we had math lessons today, Then I'll just fall asleep lor... I think i am having too little sleep. Can't think straight today... If you ask me wads the letter after latter Q, I will have to take time to think.. hahha, how lame is that... My lameness is bringing in more frens in my life...
People like Naresh, thankful to have him as a fren... As lame as me and as fast as can be... He just joined track this year. cool huh, having lotsa of fun in track... Cos Naresh is the kind of person who cant stand quietness... Hahaha, like for example... After school, Naresh, Ben, Mano, Nicholas, and Ryan came over to slack at my house... Was fun la, walking in the park with Naresh shouting cos he said it was too quiet, hahaha... In the lift also... He started yelling in the lift... haha, funny fella but dunt be fooled by his jokes, he can run real fast for long distance... Had time following him... He is a fit guy la... Like me, not... hahah I wish la... Well training today was unbelievable, Naresh, Randall(captain) and myself finished 11.2 km under an hour... But i think we could have covered more distance under an hour, poor Randall had cramps on his back.. Well, MY secret formula to stay alive while running long-D is.... Salt and water... It reallt works, prevents cramps... hahaha, felt great today during training.. And stupid me just had to share my formula with Naresh who was already running so fast... Haiyo... ahhahah, well i went to follow Anand my dear brother and Ex-captain to Siglap centre after training to but some peppercorn ham, which was really delicious... I'm gonna buy it tmr...

Went to have dinner at grandmas after tt, ate rice with the many peranakan dishes that I dunnno how to pronounce.. It was delicious lor... Yummie, buRB!!! hahah ok well, life rocks now... Feel good but there is just one thing bothering me now.. I havent finished my many many homework,... hahah lolx, so I shall head to work now... :] sighning out, Timothy Aleaxander Benjamin Chow Xiang Long....... i l-o-v-e that guy....

2005-01-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

Well well, someone wrote in their blog that i'm slower thanHER... Oh pls... Proven myself to her already... Hahaha (you wols) Anyways, I know you people wont believe this but I'm getting serious now....... Lately, I have been having alot of problems in school and at home.. It'a like GGod is putting me thru a test... testing my tolerance level... Gawd, i'm so stressed lor... Gotta get someone to perk me up... but theres no one... all my frens are jokers but ther all steal my joke so not funny... Ahahah act sia Tim... ok anyways, back to serious Tim... Well, my lil bro is in Saint pats now same like me...Sec 1E3, recently his class had a spot Check by the DM(discipline master) The school just enforced this new rule bout boys cannot bring water bottles with the lil plastic caps on it... Cos boys in SpS like to fling it in others and might hit their eyes or sumething liddat.. SO my blur lil bro apparently dint pay attention when they made this rule so he got his bottle thrown away by the DM. So this blur lil brudder of mine was oblivious bout it and went back complaining to my mum... And on tt very day which was last friday, I got caught by the VP and the HOD of science bout my hair colour. See its not exactly black but its all natural me k.. Well they both told me to get a docs approval of my natural hair colour which was"So Hard to BELieVE" .. Well the HOD of science teacher was nice, she told me to ask my mum to write i a letter to clarrify.. Well ok, mE and me bro went back home... got pissed...

So we got back told out mum, She blew man... She went shouting all around the house... Even I got scared... hahah so she decided to write in a letter to the principal... She was furious... I told her not to write in a harsh letter and she told me she dint and then today I found out tt she lied to me... It was a rather stern letter to the principal... I became famous for one day sia... My name all announced" Will TIMOTHY CHow pls come to meet Mr. Thompson at the general office" So ok i met him and he was nice to me...He looked sad, like as if he was gonna loose his job... kinda took pity on the poor guy. Well he explained eerything to me and my Mum lied to me, she write lots of harshed words in the letter... He also spoke to my dad bout it cos he came to school to pass him the letter... My dad was acting pissed al... SIghs so The poor Dm spoke to my lil Bro too, but he on the other hand was too afraid to speak with him, so he cried... hahaha... well tts wad the Dm told me la... My brudder obviously dunt wanna admit... lolx,... ok so it was after school and i had lots of things to do,... so many assignments, homework and lesson to catch up with cos i missed during my private time with the DM... Haiz... So i snapped... I selfishly pushed all the bleam to my mum and so I called her and starting yelling at her... Why she do this why she do tt....hahaha, well she sort of cried I think... till now i dunt really know... then she told me, " who are you to tell me wad to do" Dam im ur son for crying out loud... then she said bye and i yelled in the phone WHAT IS THIS!!!! then i hanged up... a few seconds later i realised how childish it was, then i started laughing at myself then i felt like shit... well all I could think of after tt was how my mum was feeling and wad did I do wrong... did i become an unfilial son... hahha so i concentrated on my work and when she came back which was arnd 7 i was hiding in my toilet pretending to do my business, but between you end me, I was afraid to show my face... So once i came out of the toilet, i headed to my room and started jamming... Singing and dancing... hahha ok so i went out and she spoke to me like nuthin happened, its a miracle... hahah well tt was my day.... "-" peace out...

2005-01-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

Alrite... Today was a great day... Finally got enuff sleep... Woke up around 10 am... had a shower everything... waited for lunch to get prepared and then went off to Tampines to play pool with Frenzz(Ben, Mano, Samuel aka Mouth and Aaron)... I always hated playing there... so stupid place.. The balls there are stupid the tables are stupid... Can't play properly there... So many ah bengs and the stoopid TEchno song keeps going on and on dam loud... Still hearing it in my head now...But not bad la some of the songs hahahha.... "Fly with me to the skies above...." hahaha nice... well played pool and trashed everyone as usual... hahahha no la was just on form la... Went to look for a new school bag at 77 street... found it... nice lor...

Then after which we went to eat at Long John Silver... Had Combo 1 which was 2 chichkens some fries and a regular drink! The Chicken was so miserabl can.. both of the chickens add up together cant beat the size of my single palm... so pathetic... pls the next time i go long john silver, im ordering Combo 6... hahs....

After I ate, I left for Tao Payoh for some church concert or something liddat... Tot it was some party have fun, dance and all like in OLPS... but no... went there see a few clowns singing horribly on stage... goodness... Then i saw Leandra from Singapore idol... she was there... So I shouted" Taufiq" hahaha then she turned and smiled at me... hahaha... Then everyone turned to look at me.. hahah love the attention... hahahah!!!

Then Jude, Nicholas and his band performed foe us... They sang empty apartment... They were the best lor... I started jumping all... shouting like crazy, going mad... hahahha... Their band name was " I Don't Know" hahah so when they asked to vote at by puttin money in the box at the staion there... The person at the station asked me,"who ya voting for" then i was like, "I Don't know.... hahaha!!! ok they won second prize... due to biasness... The winner had rich supporters la... Saw one guy donating 50 bucks to the winner... liddat how is "I Dont KNow" gonna win hahha... Well I donated 5 bucks... Overall, it was kinda boring... Went for supper at many places... walk arounf Tao Payoh up till 6!!! Ate macs and food caught... We walked to almost all the macdonals in Toa Payoh... hahaha!!!! ok now back and gonna sleep!!! need it badly... tmr got mass... sweet dreams everyone... outta here...

2005-01-15T13:31:00.000+08:00

Ok im bloggin bout yesterday... The 14 of jan 2005... Was super shagged when i woke up cos the previous day had a mad training session.. Well i wok up to and started stonning... figured I had another mad training after school again. So yeah, the usual... get prepared and all (brush teeth eat... the same routine)reached school with my bro and had cinese as my first period... Stupid lor... was toking la... but wasnt loud at all... then the vice-principal came into the class and asked me and a few other guys to stand... punished for toking in class... and got a dam long lecture... like 1 hr lor... dam long can... I hate him... Then during recess, I got caught by him again and the HOD of science for dyed hair... They ask me to dye my hair black at first and i was like huh!!! Not even dyed lor.. so they asked me to go to the doctor and get a lisence for my hair to prove tt it aint dyed... how dumb is tt... screwed up day lor... Then I am suppose to pay for this document... "NO WAY am i gonna go see the doctor".... My mums gonna write a letter to them.... stupid or... had a shitty day yesterday. And I feel my frens and I are splittin up... dunt know why really....

After school, Ben and Mano came my house to slack... the got ready for soccer while i got ready for track... at macritchie... Sad sia.... I slept in the bus while going to macritchie.... haha

Well. lats just say the training was tough la... We trained with sTc girls... well they were ok la... Monkeys tried to take our things at macritchie... hahaha... I was changed by one of them.. ran for my life sia... hahahha.... OK now I aint got any plans... dam sad!!! gonna have lunch now... sign out!

2005-01-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

Alarm clock started ringing, kept delaying it for the next 5 mins and went back to sleep... WAs doing that for like half an hour... Woke up all shagged and the time was 6.25 am. Got ready for school,(bathed, changed, ate eggs,brush teeth) went on my daily refreshing walk to school and saw that same girl in the park again walking to school. She's still in kc, think she likes me...hahah fat hope TIM. Heard from a fren. But wad the heck i dunt care... Walked with my lil bro who is a newbe in my school(sec 1). He takes 326 4219064791 yrs to get prepared. I think he is just too vain. hahaha -nots Reached school just on time as usual... Lil bro's(Jeremy) bag was mad heavy... Hate to walk with him, have to help him carry his stuff. Hmph... : < ( being an elder brother aint easy at times)...

School was pretty alrite, until it reached Chemistry and English period... SOOoo much homework to be done. Today is suppose to be no due work day... WtH is wrong with you teachers, I still have to train you know... Well I finished my Chemistry in class with Joseph And Rory( top student ) chey- Anyways, stupid English teacher went mad at the class and gave so much work to be done... Not fair lor... Social Studies homework also muz hand in by tomorrow... SianzzzZZZzz. Stupid Wong Boon Peow(math teacher) so slow his teaching, 2 questions in an hour.. can just sleep lor, So hard to stay awake during his lessons. I seat by the window somemore, the wind blowing gently on my face.. Feels like heaven... zzz...ZZZ...zzz...hahhaha....

Oh well, English was tough... Did some BOriNg compr bout nelson mandela and Martin Luthur King... Can just faint and Die!!!!

Ok bell rang and School was over... Jude and Mano came over to my house... They experienced something which I call, "Glorious Life"... My sound blasters... dam cool...
Mano Ate some stuff, so did jude... Dunno wad they took... He took my pants too....

Me and Jude went for Track training while mano went for soccer training...
Jude told me he had dam easy training... while i had to run from sps to east coast ford road and a lil furthur down and back again to Sps... total distance covered, 11km... Sad.... Tired now... wanna sleep... Tmr Is another day of hell... Training again.. Sad life... Wished somebody came into my life and pour me some colours.... seeya ppl, all thx to those reading my blog... Shows of your care and concern... peace out!!!

2005-01-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

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2004 has been really great... Christmas, New Years celebration... Parties...

ok I'll start with Christams... Well, I went for Christmas midnight mass and met many old friends... All looking good, all dressed up in formal wear... All looking groovy, hip and wad so ever... hahah... Well the mass was great, though I dint really pay attention.(spent the whole time Toking)
Well after that, my best fren's Ben and Shep and I went to meet our great friends Mal, Tanya and some girl named Ealeen. Think I spelt her name wrongly but anyways we went to Sempang bedok for supper. had prata and all. And started Talking crap and Sharing stories or something...Then I FINALLY FOUND OUT BOUT -Matilda-.. dam good la.. Got pranked for 3 months.. Most embarrasing thing that happened in 2004... Haiz...People to thank for this prank- Tanya, Danielle, Mal, Shep, Ben, some girl named victoria, and all thos people who knew bout this and dint tell me! OK fine back to blogging... We went to some pub at Kallang where mal,Tanya and Ealeen had free screwdrivers and me ben and shep had to share this secong hand half filled mug of beer!!!! sad rite.. we played"i never".. Mal drank some beer and went to the toilet many many time.. wonder wad she was doing. probs, she was puking...

OK Christmas party at Uncles house was just great, had a whole bottle of white wine to myslfe for lunch and a bottle of red wine for dinner.. Food was great... played kiddy games with family.. Imagine ur uncles and aunts throwing balls at ur head. haiyo... was fun lor... haha... Went to sa's house to pass her gift in btw lunch and dinner... Her FCUK shirt... Well she better like it man.. Played pool with my dear bro in the night and watched kungfu hustle with bro and Ervin... Dam funny show if you ask me...

After Christmas, I continued my days of labour working at satay club. Sad life down there. worked from monday dec 27 to wednesday dec 29...on the tuesday 28 dec had two minahs asking for my number... like walau get a life la... I'm ugly la... Ben kept poking fire... dam idiot... lolx.... And omg wednesday my last day had one sip too many.... The stupid malay guy kept on pouring and pouring Chivas for me and i was like eh not so much la, then he was like relac la brother one drink won't kill. haiz!!! got drunk i think... was spurting nonsense lor...

Dec 29, went out for movie with someone. Well I did had fun but dunno bout her.. She smiles all the time so hard to tell... hahaha... Her best friend is a nice person.. should get to know her more. She's funny lor... Took neoprints and all, did alot of stupid poses... Watched Oceans twleve and ended up sleeping after the show.. Where they both left me until the auntie had to wake me up... Very good la.. We played arcade also, well you do know how to play games. thats all i can say. OK la not bad la haha.. got 3rd for datona. beat me once in street fighter(for those ppl living under the shell, Street fighter Is a game where you control your player in fighting your opponents player to death.)for your info... Met siti afterwhich... Went looking for some cloth.. dunno wad texture wad design they were looking for hahha but siti was funny la.. like any other maid...

Now now, ON NEw Years Eve... Had some problems thankx to Dro.. say got free tix all... dam idiot... had to run away from Novena church and stop helping out in the arrangments of chairs and stuff. Ran to the mrt made some calls just to get three tix to Sentosa beach countdown... Mah fun pls...

OK so after that, met Mano and his girl and her fren at city hall... Mano dint even know her frens name... goodness.I had to ask for him... He so Malu!!! Then Me and Mano went to meet Ben at PS!!! I ate Macs, was so hungry... after that, we went to the hotel and Met up with Shane, glady's nikki, dro, jasmin, and marc... Aaron overslept so i dint see him... We went up to the hotel and watched a movie there... Then we all took dam long to get out of bed to swim.. took like an hour for us to decide wad to do cos all watchin Tv... BtW, we watched "The TERminal" cool show... Well I was feeling unwanted there cos nobody invited me to stay in the hotel and onlie Mano and Ben asked me to come swim.. dro kept asking wad time I was leaving.. so I was quite quiet then.. felt stupid over there, like wad the hell, my close frens dint invite me there... Why!!! hahaha, well I dunt care la... I know got not enuff space la.. Shin Kwan also never call. dam wad sia!! Can't believe you guy's.. Well I blame no one la.. Had fun myself on New Years countdown at sentosa!!!
OK bout Sentosa, well just don't ask wads the first thing I ate for new year... hahah lolx...
Was Dancing and stuff there... pretty boring performance... was dancing with banglas... There was this one bangla, goodness . I was "flirting" with him too much... got him turned on.. dam sick lor... haiyo... dunno how to put it into words la... It's just yucks-... went to play pool at marina south and got tired... played till 5 a.m... was funny, cos A girl beat me in pool... so embarrassing... after pool, we walked from marina south to marina bay... was a painful walk.. had blister on my foot... tired we all were...
I reached kembangan mrt and it was raining heavily... (and so) i'll never let you see the way my broken heart is hurting me, so I had my pride and i know how to hide- i did my crying in the rain. Since were not together I pray for stormy weather to hide these tears I hope you'll never see. Some day my cryings done, I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun. until now, I'll do my crying in the rain... This Is for you(mum) (dad) (frens)...
Well, Mum and Dad just had some arguement and it seemed serious but it's just something stupid.. Mum wants a divorce... Well Obviously she is playing i think... so dumb lor their convo...haiyo -faints- Sad songs are nice people...
Ok anyways I woke up at 5pm just now, had to get dressed for my aunties birthday dinner at East coast Jambo Seafood Restaurant!!!
Things I ate.
-Black Pepper Crab
-Chilli Sambal Crab
-Hotplate deer meat
-hotplate beancurd
-frogslegs
-Mee Goreng
-Steamed Seabass
-Drunken Prawns
-Hor fun
-Yew Char Kuay
-satay
-Chilli mussels
-scallop
ok can't remember but I know got somemore... Now at home alone... well thats all, I'm alone at home now... how sad is that... Cheers... Merry 2005! :p

2004-11-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

Well times have changed, friends all growing up.
All going away, leaving me in 5N next year.
Oh dam, why dint I study for my PSLE!

Everybodies changing, and I dont feel the same too.

Work hard, play hard(not).

Been working my butt off at Satay club.
really sux down there.
The pay is like $4 per hour.
I get all sticky by the end of the night.
by the way its from 5 to 12.
Tiring can.

last night, was given a chance to peel prawns.
A whole basket full. Thcx Chanel for help.
Cutting Onions till we cried.
Cutting green chilli till my whole arm ached
Cut Ikan Billis. Cut cucumbers.
Cut tomatoes. Cut lime.( quite good at cutting now)
I hate this job. dam peach tea ran out.
Wad they want us to drink now. ...tap water!!!

Well at least i have Chanel to talk trash with.
Thcxz again!

newayz. gtg have lunch at grandmas and go to work again.
bods aching.
somebody save me...

2004-10-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

Alrite, its been quite some time since I blogged.

N's are over. Feel freeeee........
good bye trackers. (Anand, Glenn,Vicnesh,Siva,Fabian,Ryan)

Saving for an i-pod.$405 and counting....

got pranked by Danielle(matildas idea according to her)
And Tanya knew about it and dint tell me. -.-
Basket, was something about some prize I won.
Had to collect it in town. Bloody ****, almost made me walk two bus-stops.

Dear lord, why me....

Anywayz, played soccer this morning with some gangster team.

haiz, Lost 5-4. so close rite...

going Sentosa tmr with some of ma fellow pals....

sign outs, pouts(that just rhymes)

2004-08-18T23:39:00.000+08:00

WHY PLAY NOW BOYS!

Lessons time, where all students have the desire/urge/yearn/obsesion to learn maths(not)... SOme Stoops fella by the name of Ernest CUmming aka money making gambler Aka Baldy had to throw his pen shooting ink all over the class walls and students around me. What luck right, I dint get any ink spattered on me.

The class went mad, everyong was off their seats and Boon Peow went bersurk.
He dealed with the class quite well.

*sent Ernest to the General office(haha) dam funny but wasted time.
*Did onlie two math questions in an hour.
*BwEE got sent out of class for something la, usual him.
*He kept irritating Boon Peow(form teacher of 4n2 2oo4) for like half and hour.
*Derek Chan just had to add in, as usual.
* Almost the whole class started to gamble and go out of class once Boon Peow went to send Ernest to the Office for three yellow forms.
*People like me were going to the toilet to wash face.(headache)
*Those guys who got inked went for baths.
* Boon Peow came back and me and Derek Ong ran back to class shouting BOON PEOW! hehe

Conclusion: what did we learn,
...................NOTHING

After school,

*Rushed to get the art room key from teacher while the rest of the arty boys went to creep into the art room to Gamble(whats with Gambling these days).
*Was the Only one looking like a fool doing my work while everyone else was PLAyiing"Tai TEe"
*Finished my Boards understatements at 4+ and did not have lunch.
* Rushed home just to finish my art workpiece do all those minor stuff.
* I was done by 6+ and Jon Hidenobu Kubo was at my house. He was rushing me to go eat dinner and then to night study in School.
* Havent bathed or ate anything but chewing gum.(sad huh)
*BAthed took a snack( cold potato) and went to cycled at parkway where we always eat the famous nasi lemak.
* BLah BLAH Blah..... I STudied till........... Blah Blah BLah....

Tired and now sleep.

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2004-08-10T11:16:00.000+08:00

Well, Im feeling scared.

Havent started on my studies.
Been playing pool everyday this hols!
Ever since me bro came back.
Its pool, Movie or Soccer!

Having too much FUN!!!

I love my life!

okok gonna study!

2004-08-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

Well well well, Guess what. Army is the life man.

Me bro just came back from army today and from a skinny ah beng he has changed into a Body kong(muscuLAr) freak.
dam scary lor.
He is like 10 times more muscular than me lor.
crap. army life is dam tiring lor.
every morning wake up at 5 am.
Do water parade.blah blah blah.
A hell lot of stuff to remember.
Do a hell lot of exercise.

My bro is like having the time of his life now.

PLayed pool with him for 4 hours and i think we are gonna play more pool tomorrow.
hee

looking forward for the holidays!

2004-08-04T19:42:00.000+08:00

These past few days have been BORING.
You hear me, BORING!
so darn BORING.

Everyones rushing for either their DnT or Art.
stoops,
After school everyones staying back for extra classes.

Dam bum sial, I completed my art like long long time ago.
Now everyday after school I aint have anyone to hangout with.
So dam BORING.
Head straight home after school.

SAw Short and stumpy aka "the blob" waiting at the bus stop.
I ran back in to school ballz.
I was dam freaked out.
Ben, Mouth, Aaron and gorge just left me running.
I waited for them all after they did their Dnt then they cant even wait for me. Haiyo.
Question:what would you do if a Fat and ugly girl stalks you.
,pranks you at 3 am.
,pretends to be someone else and in the end beg for forgiveness after I find out who the
hell she is at 4 am.
Fed up right.
And Now you see her on the streets?
Answer:(a) would you run!
(b)would you hide!
(c)would you beat her up!
(D)Or, would you Run, hide and beat her up.

I would choose (A)......

Well I waited for her to leave and so I walked back home so lonely.
My park connector stinks.
Dam ULu at times.
The whole stretch got no one lor. then the crows kept following me.
Then just last night, a black dog was following me but luckily there was a jogger passing by.

Ah, fed up la.
Having a headache!
I'm 16 I can play pool without being afraid of getting caught.
ha.
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2004-08-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

So now...

Making a promise and not keeping it. (tt sucks)
I dunt wanna hub on it.
Why I care.
Who are you to me?
I am an idiot to even have feelings for you.

Im just pissed. -.-

Alrite.
Went to rachels Birthday party at Flamingo valley.Hope She had fun
Dunno la, was not happening for me cos I was tired la.
I had no more juice to continue arousing myself.
Me and Ben were very tired that night.
Wanted to swim but too embarrassed to take my shirt off.
All I remember was Rachel and her friends were running around like mad monkeys.
Throwing Ketchup on each other. They were hyper man.

haha( people got thrown into the pool, I almost got thrown in but I fooled everyone saying I will go in later.) Hee hee
Nigel and justin went to break dance.
Their pretty good, very flexible.
Tired, so me and Ben left the place.( sorrie Rach )
I stayed over at bens house with mano.

Left Early lor.

Was shagged out. Cos of all the walking to find wad to get for RTZZ.(sorry Ben)

KNocked out cold... ( ZZZzzzZZZzzz)

THe next morning had to get out of bed early to make it for mass at Toa Payoh.
Cos,
We had a match there.
then I was feeling thirsty throughout the match. Couldn't play well enough to run fast.
But was alrite la.
We lost 6-1 though!

They got 21 year olds playing against us.
Haiz.
Dunnoe why nobody dared to tackle me when I had to ball.
I think it was becos of my fierce face which I made.
haha

After the match I walked to the tap to bath.
Turned my foot to wash the mud off my boots.
Got A serious cramp on my right calf.
I thought I had broken one of my bones.
Was down on the floor in serious pain.
I dunnoe how it happened but yar.
Shouted for some ICe.
Iced my calf.
Dam pain.
Ouch!

Couldn't walk for quite some time.

We washed up and all.
Took a bus to United Square for dinner.
Went home by mrt and bus.
Saw some fire works.
Too bad there was no one to enjoy it with.

NOw done Blogging.
Depressed at everything!
I love my life!
Full of problems to get me going.

YOU get me. nevermind.

2004-07-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

Alrite, my friends have done it.
They burnt a hole in my pocket.
Treated the 12 of them to a movie and 9 of them to lunch as well.
So sad, the show sucked...
In the night , had to blanja some two idiots who kept persuading me to buy ice cream for them.
And so I did. hahaha(silly me)

Well, just as long as they are happy I am happy.

But they did get me many cool gifts. hee.

Ok now, I just finished studying for my pre-prelims tomorrow(maths)

so now sian.
Free time.
wad to do...
Hmmm!
I know.

GUITAR!!! cya

2004-07-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

~My birthday~!!!

2004-07-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY!!!

2004-07-19T21:30:00.000+08:00

Oh dam, I just came back from nationals 400m hurdles. The pace was Superman speed.
Well not me la.
Almost qualified.
I clock it under a minute and 4 secs...
Qualifying: top eight was 1min 2 seconds.
wad went wrong!!!
okok, lets start from the beginning.
I warmed up for 20 mins.
Did all my strecthing with Ryan and Ronald.
They both not confident.Haiyo, especially ryan.
Talkinh a hell lot of cock and bull.
Cannot focus.
crap la,
Then I was nervous like mad.
I was dam scared lor.
Was thinkning of all the bad stuff------wad will happen if I cant hold till the end, What if....
crap,
And so I prayed.(made me calm)
Crap,
I was asked to report." ALL B-BOYS, PLEASE REPORT NOW."
crap,
I mad my way to the air conditioned reporting room.
Was cold but i used my track suit to keep warm.
crap,
My race had the fastest guys lor.
I got second last which was equivalent to 1st in heat 4.
OKok, so now you know huh.
The guy i beat ran under 1min 5s. just behind me. The other 5 fellas all qualified.All did 1 min 2 or 1 min 1s.
Freaks if you ask me.
My heat was bullshit!!!
dam dissappointed but hey theres always 100m hurdles which is tomorrow morning.
Dam shits.
I better go to bed.
Long day ahead tomorrow... cya.
crap
crap
crap
crap
crap
crap
crap
crap
crap
crap
crap
crap
crap
I like to thank: MY coach(Mr.Patrick Zhender and every one IN SpS and SAint theresa girls track team.

2004-07-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

Nationals have begin.
I aint sure bout myself.
Not ready.
dunt think I have enough training.

-NATIONALS-

ARghh...

I've got 4*100m tomorrow.

ScarweeeEEEe!!!

Aiyo. Got race on monday , tuesday and thursday too.

My goodness.

A gay just told me he liked me.
I gave it straight to his face tt Im NOT gay la!!!
Mad fella.
dam scared lor.

And I have got darawing blocks and drawing blocks to complete.(art)

And on top of all that shit.
I have got a test tomorrow.
How shitty is my life.
I havent even completed my social studies assignment!

Havent got time for anything else.

LIFE SUCKS-Macaroni and cheese rocks! But not enough to put a smile!!!

2004-07-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

Well what will you do when You feel the same as I do.

-GRInS-

The answer is simple.

:Stay away, stay quiet, Learn from exparience.

I hate myself when im like that. ARGGGHHH!(madness)

OK Ignore that, I was just typing what was runing through my mind.
So back to my life I guess.

SO many things to do, so little time.
Got my nationals coming up.
Got test's coming up.
Got to make it for 400m hurdles.
Got to find my time for art.
Got to hand in lots of assignments.

why, Why, WHy, WHY...

MAybe I should just coollit.

I swear that I can go on forever again
PLease let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am,I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eys patiently focus on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will keep me from waking to believe this

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you.........

Now I know why I aint have enough time.

2004-07-06T18:18:00.000+08:00

Spent the day in school, dam bored. Hell alot of work.

Ok la quite slack la,
Only Boon Peows lesson dam WALAO lor.
Must pay attention.
TT old fool,
Well,
was slacking during the last two periods which was mother tongue.

after that,
Went home,
Bath ,
Changed,
Eat,
Spend the whole day doing my Geog on the Com,
Now gonna eat soon then.
GYM!!!

Tomorrow got time trials!!!
100m and 400m. Dam sad.:[

2004-07-05T17:25:00.000+08:00

Greece 1, portugal 0(nil)... wahahahah, should have bet. dammit...
I knew it lor... Haiz.

Went to Manos birthday party last night at civil service club in changi.
Ha...
was fun. Caught mano and caked him, dam hard to catch him and all.
But I too got caked, SAmuel had cake up his nostrails. Wahahahah...
I had 100m dash that afternoon, dint go so well. I ran 12s... couldnt reach 11. dammit.
BUt anyways, after the BBq there last night. we went to bens house. Walked one round around the "bapok" place. Bosco just wanna shout, "EEEee, thats the goldfish" hahahaha. Then I was like wad goldfish, then I saw the bapok near me with an extra chin looking like a goldfish, hahahah dam funny. then the BAPOK heard and replied with HER/HIS manly voice YOur mother la. wahahahhaa, then we walked a lil faster. dam scary lor... eeeeEEE...

slept at two, wanted to wake up just in time for the match, only me mano and peter stayed over.

Woke up at 9 wondering wad happened last night,"did i watch te match". HEee I overslept. so did mano and pete. but Ben woke up for the match, He said that he tried waking us up, quite hard to believe but yeah. WAs tired la... Running around trying to chase mano.

did alot of crap at Bens house and left his place at 4,took a cab with pete and mano.
The cost was $11.10 but why do you care.his house was dam stuffy. me,mano and pete caught the flu and im now blowing my nose. -gross-

yeah im sick again... -hmmpp sobs-

2004-07-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

Afternoon naps just rocks la...

Anyways, school sucks as usual!
TRying my best to stay awake during lessons.
Have a hell lot of Art to do. Deadline is 30 july.
Crap, In having the flu and cough now.
Dam sad lor, have got competition on sunday and i aint prepared. 100m.
Cant catch my breathe fast enough when I am walking. How to run, Shitties.

Wanna watch Spider-man tomorrow but nobody wanna go. Im dam sad.
Its like what has happened to all the Marvel fans!!!!!

OK tired, got soccer on later. Portugal.vs.Holland
Dunt know if I can wake up in time. 2.35am!!!

fill in the blanks urself, im tired. cya!!!

2004-06-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hahaha, today is Jills birthday. FUN FUn fun...
HAPPPY BIRTHDAY JILL PETRINA SOONG!
Went to cut my hair at siglap. REally short now!!!
Took a cab to bedok MRT and met JIll,Shep, MAL and Tanya!!!
Went shopping. (the girls i mean) me and shep just needed to relac one corner. had enough walking.
THEy bought alot of stuff la. so many that I cant even rememeber 1,...

Neways, Shep had to leave early for soccer. so I was like all alone with three girls like dam pimp... Feeling left out, being the only male. Nuthin in common to talk about hehe. ;]

Took neoprints!!!

Jill and Tanya headed for LP concert.

While me and Mal went to play pool at marina south the most Ullu place ever. Mal was ok la for a beginner. Not bad la, could pot a few balls.

After pool.

Went back to raffles place for subway. Only I ate.

THen luckily Mal forced me to go see the Lp concert at the padang. and so I went.... walking....walking....sian....waliking....
Once there, we sat at the entrance on gate A and listened to Linkin park sing from the outside.
Then after 10 mins of listening. We met natasha and Patrick. they left early so they gave us their tix and concert wrist band. hahaha and yesh we got thru the bouncers and the many cops. dam kewl...
We had the front standing position. the $150 tix... too good.

Thanks nat and pat once again.

Took some shots of LP on my precious.
Met Jill and Tanya after the concert.
They perspiring like rain falling.
I was a lil wet too. Mal, Not even.
Then went home by cab and now playing my guitar. wahahahaha...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILL. I said that to her like 100 times. hahahah
Nites!!!

2004-06-21T14:36:00.000+08:00

Saturday 19 june

had competition. ACS(i)
I ran 100m hurdles with lim wee teck(chs), Sharman(sji), some other mad chinese high fella, a cat high fella and yeah out of the 6 ppl. I got 5th. dam sad. they were dam fast lor.
IN the night-
Glenn and I headed for Alyssa's chalet and had alot of fun.(caked sa) Though we should have got a bigger cake to smash her face on!baha
Went home at 11 and player the guitar till 12 and went to bed.

Sunday 20 june

Woke up at 9 am. too tensed to sleep. My Balls felt like they were shrinking.(had 400m hurdles finals la)Met anand and glenn at kenbangan mrt at 1150 and headed to ACS(i) for competition lor. Was dam nervous lor. When the race started. I was just not given enough tries for the hurdles.ONlie let me try once dam crap. Then I not focus lor.
OKOKOK enough with all the excuses Tim, I lost ok. I got last in my heats. overall i got 7-8 position out of 12. Timing was 1 min 9 sec for 400m hurdles. DAm shitty. had alot of lactic in the end lor. Proves that i have not been having enough training.. --_--. sobs
Yeah glenn ran 400m finals and came in 5 overall. He also ran both 4*100m and 4*400m relays and got bronze and gold respectively!!!! Three cheers to saint pats. I should have ran the 4*100 when Ryan asked me to run. haiz. then could have got something too. hee. dam...

monday 21 june

HAving training later.
looks to be a hot day! Its alyssa's birthday. happy birthday

2004-06-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

THe past three days have been freaKIn HOT yall.

Better drink lotsa water.
TOday aint any better!!!

2004-06-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

Alrite, havent been blogging for quite some time.
Sorrie bout that,
But not like as if you all read or give a shit.
haaaa...

I cant remember wad happened during the days I dint blog,
So i'm just gonna tell ya guys wad I remeber.

Monday-
Went school for art and then training.
Did 300m time trial twice when i was suppose to do it 4 times.
Cos vicnesh was racing with me. THat dumbass.
But was fun la.

End of day.

Tuesday-
Went school for art and then played soccer with shep and buds at siglap CC. yeah was quite on form la.. Then got fight all. some guy who looked like a runner of age 16-18(my estimation) went to spit on one guy who was giving him rough tackles. DAm lame... The fella is dam sick lor. He wanna fight or wanna spit. haiz. details on this fight, please call me ,shep or BEn.(Eyewitness)

Wednesday-
went ta school earlier for art again!!! siAN.
Had training and I kanna do 300m time trial Again.
This time I did with Anand AKA mad speedster!!!!
We did it 3 times and I only could catch up with him on the first one!!! hmph -sobs-

Thursday-
And again art, Soccer at Siglap CC again in the afternoon.
IN the night was pool with Mano, Ben, Aaron...
Aaron just wanna action onlie his pool. I just cant stand him...
Mano playing nonsense but he's the best at pool there. so yar.

Friday-
OK you know wad la. Haad art AGAIN!!!(morning)
Training at bedok stadium and had 2 times time trial for 300m hurdles.
WAlao eh training seems tougher. I did it in 46 sec. both timings hee.
Wondered why it was so fast well some stewpid fella forgot to add in a missing hurdle and I dint even notice...
Legs dam TAxed!!!
Rushed back home for dinner and headed straight for SOCCER at semei court with usual buds. Alot of them la, lazy to type out who they are.
Stayed over at Bens house with Shin Kwan.
We watched van helsing and then slept at 4 a.m...
DAM shagged.
Woke up this morning at 7 to piss.
haha, dunnoe why im telling you this and then got ready to leave bens house at 8a.m for soccer match at hougang. dam shagged... Well we won 4-1.
WEnt home and slept at 3 and woke up at 6, so now im still quite shagged and watching TV...

Ciao...

2004-06-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

Dam fun lor today...
Had sps Fun fair!
Alot of things happened. Mr.laks face got pied! hee
I got alot of free FOOD!!!
Bought Alot of food. the food was great. CARROT CAKE. yummie.
Bought a cross too. from Ryan chengs store.
Went cycling to Bedok for soccer with Anand, Shin Kwan, Mano, Mouth, Aaron, Shane and Dro!!!

Rushed home straight aftter soccer. -mad cycling-
Changed into black jeans and black flesh imp T and wore my new cross. Got some gel onto my hair and yeah im off...
Went church to Have rite of sending forth.
Had con bash which was FUN FUN fun...
real cool party.
Was really slow moving in the beginning but I thank those who stayed till the last.
I thank all you people for being there.
Thanks guys.
Being there just mad it great.
thx peeps again.
And Jill dunt act big all argh, got best dress.
And even got your number asked. hahahahahah.

dam fun lor. I love this day. My bros birthday-5th June!! coooooOOOOl!!!

2004-05-30T13:20:00.000+08:00

Alritey, no i dint catch my whale!!!

Im shagged out...

Dint sleep the whole night, was at bedok jetty fishing man...
Fished out alot of tamban(the fishes that people use to cook with nasi lemak)not ikan billis DUH!!!!
Caught a yellow tailed fish qith my rod!!!
Was quite big.
Dam lucky lor!
Hard to catch sia. the fish struggle all.

Neways, one of my bros army buds caught a catfish!!! poisonous leh...
dam cool sial.
I dunnoe how he did it, but i say its TYCO..

Competition there was dam tough lor.
All the pro uncles and aunties!!!

gave all my fishes to this malay fella,
he was dam pro lor. catch like 3 times the amount of what i catch everytime he caught a fish!!! dammit.

He taught me some of his secrets.
Was like the basic stuff lor. Haiz.

I went cycling to geylang at 3am to get some "tau huay" and "yu tiao"... shiok argh!!!!
But the thing is halfway cycling there got 'bapok' go and chio me.
Then my fren go and chio her. DAm funny lor.
He ask the bahpok to hop on his bicycle!!!HAHAHAHa...

Went back to the jetty at around 440am and started to play tai tee.
I win alot balls.

In the morning i went off, then found out that my tube pop!!!
dAm crappy sial.
had to walk from bedok jetty to east coast Macs to fix it.F***
Then i walk lor. Took me and hour.
When i reached, the dasm auntie CON me lor. 10 bucks for a change of tube, I bargain bargain!!! screwed up auntie!!!
Im going back to screw her up lor...
that olg hagged B****!!!

HOME at last!!!

Arrived home at 945 so tired.
Hungry.
needed to shit!
but hit the bed( I bathed first la of cos)
slept for only two darn hours.
something woke me up. think was my mum. I'm not quite sure but yeah.
Too lazy to go for mass and now here EATING wonderful BACHANG!!!!
WAh!!! dam nice lor.
But i dunnoe whos I just take from the table. hee

Im stll tired, gonna sleep now!!!

2004-05-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

OKOK, stomach is still bad.(did nuthin today)

But im feeling better.
slept alot today.
Had not enough time to go out to town with Ben,mal,Tanya and shep just now.
sorrie...
Mother wanted me back early.
Sick lor wad to do.
She thinks I cant handle myself.(which is true la) hee :p

ANYWAYS!

After good sleep:

HAd dinner and now gonna cycle to bedok jetty with brudder to meet up with some of his army frens.We're going fishing yay!!!
But the thing is, I know nuthin bout fishing dammit!
Hope I catch something.
Havent thought of wad im gonna do if I catch something but yeah. It'll be fun!!!

Pray I catch a whale...
ciao!!!

2004-05-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

NOO SCHOOL ARGH!!!

SHiok balls!!!

But all my plans ruined...
SICK lor...
Feels like shit!
I missed training,
I missed soccer,
I missed hanging out down town,
I missed cycling,
TODAY!!!!

At home with my phone,
at home with my TV,
at home with my cOM,
at home with my bed,
at home with my medicine,
at home with my toilet,
at home with my grumpy stomach,
at home with my fan,
at home with my boredom,
at home with my mum,
at home with my lil bro,
just staying at home...

Hope ill be better tmr...

Anywayz, gonna pull out from my competition tomorrow.
ARgh, dam piss.
Was like wanting to run then now this shit hits me....

I think i have forgotten whatever i leant on wednesday bout hurdles.

BEing sick sucks!!!!

2004-05-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

kkk, went to catch TROY with couple of guys yesterday. Was a bloody nice show. Especially the first part when he killed the giant guy.Had alot of cheeky scenes too, i think thats why i dint sleep la.. hahaha

Ok, school just rocked today.
Every period was like dam slack.
Can walk in and out of class anytime yar want.
cool huh.
Neways.

(awestruck)
Dam CCA teascher go and register me not only 400m hurdles but 100m hurdles.

dam wud sia. so had intensive hurdles training. YEah well,
Im good at it man. COach says i got a gold national medal,
potential.
But i think he said that to motivate me lor.

Well i sort of sliced my fingers while hurdling.
Bleeding till now. hee

wth.

Went home by cab with anand by cab after training at tampines stadium.
Spoke to my new neighbour who was trying to hit on me.(ask so many questions, her act sexy voice) cant stand.
Well shes quite pretty though. But nah, not interested.
Went home to put my shoes and cycled to grandmas for family reunion. HAd laksa tonight. walao, too much chillie la granny.(having a soar throat coming bout!!!

After Dinner.

Cycled back and now drinking milk.(MILK MAKES UR BONES GROW)
One day I will be taller then those who provoke my height.

I SWEAR!

okok, tired from all in all today. yar yar!!!

-_-zzZZZ